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    Theo doesn’t say more. Just breathes. The silence stretches.

    Then Liam steps forward.

    Theo’s body readies for the next hit. Prepares for more pain.

    But it doesn’t come.

    Instead, Liam grabs the front of his soaked shirt and yanks him forward.

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    or: the messy, rainy, angry thiam first kiss fic everyone’s been waiting for

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “December 19th. ‘Last day of school before break. Saw Tommy laughing about something stupid Minho did today. Why does he have to be so lovely?’” Dex shakes his head, as if scolding a little kid. “Oh come on Newt,” he says mockingly, "you think that thing is ‘lovely’? Where are your standards?"

    Thomas just opens his mouth, and croaks, “Uhm…”

    His eyes find Newt’s, and he sees the exact moment the blond’s face goes from red to completely white. Tears begin to well in those big brown honey eyes.

    “February 3rd. ‘Tommy would never like someone like me anyway. I’m disgusting.’ Damn Newt,” Dex scoffs.

    Tears are now actually streaming down the blond’s pale cheeks. His eyes are wide with fear and his lips are pressed together in humiliation.

    Thomas sees red, then in a blur of blond, Newt is out of his chair, across the room, and through the classroom door.

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    A bully finds and read's Newt's private thoughts about Thomas from his diary in front of the whole class. Minho is angry, Thomas is also secretly in love, Newt is bad at being vulnerable, and Alby doesn't get paid (enough) for any of this. Hurt/comfort and lots of feels.
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    Also, fuck Janson.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Newt had never expected to make it to the Safe Haven. At least... not alive.

    But he had. Somehow. He was grateful.

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    He felt… calm. Calm, with a fuzzy trim of energy around the edges, keeping him on his toes while steady nonetheless. He could hear the ocean, the sound of waves caressing the beach like a forever-entangled lover’s embrace. He could hear the wind, brushing through the leaves of a nearby tree, the sound like the soft, fleeting kisses of a never-there spouse. And he could hear Thomas. Breathing, shifting, sighing. Alive. Just like him.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Thomas is given the push he needs to finally tell Newt how he feels about him.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “I care about him,” he said again, firmer.

    Still not enough. Not quite true enough.

    He exhaled through his nose and let his head drop forward. “Yeah,” he mumbled into his chest. “Okay. I like him.”

    That landed in him like heat. Not panic, not sickening shock. Warm. Clean. Real.

    He sat there a long time with that in him, like a live current.

    For the first time since the porch the night of Frypan’s party, he didn’t feel confused about himself.

    He just felt scared he’d already broken the thing he wanted.

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    College, Love and Trauma. What could go wrong?

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    31 Mar 2026

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