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The Mess That We'll Become Will Leave Something To Talk About by notamericanmade
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship
29 Jul 2017
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Panic! At the Disco split up. Everyone knew that. Everyone also knew it was because Ryan and Jon wanted to continue with a psychedelic-rock sound Brendon and Spencer didn't agree with.
What not many people know is that it was also caused by Brendon and Ryan's messy break up.
It's 2013, the new Panic! album is coming out in less than a month, and then Ryan shows up in LA... trouble ensues.
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17 Jul 2026
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"Blessed be, who in times of horror and unease can still remember dawning past days."
The one where Ryan moves to the countryside and lives his life for the first time.
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17 Jun 2026
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So Tonight That I Might See by W3stC0astSm0k3r
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy
28 Jun 2026
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“So what’s with the getup?” Ryan asked, eyeing his dressed up form. “Surely there’s not a rule about black tie on cold December evenings.”
Brendon rolled his eyes at the subtle poking of fun again. “There’s not.” He supplied monotone. “I played piano at town hall. What’s with yours? Is there a Bowie look-alike competition I’m not aware of?” If Brendon wasn’t worried about looking stupid, he would’ve laughed at his own joke.
Ryan scoffed and decided it was his turn to cross his arms. “There’s not.” He mocked, and Brendon smiled.
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It’s 2005, Brendon is a Mormon and Ryan wishes he was dead.
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17 Jun 2026
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You Rot Like Sweet Honey//Ryden by Sebmeetsthepress
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, Angst - Fandom, highschool - Fandom, Ryden - Fandom
12 Aug 2025
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Ryan and Brendon are neighbors so naturally they become friends, best friends. Ryan has been openly gay since he was fourteen however Brendon was raised to be a perfect Mormon boy. They had lots of differences which provoked plenty bickering.
TW: alcohol abuse, domestic abuse, self destructiveness, in/external homophobia, addiction, ableist/homophobic slurs, death, suicidal tendencies, sexual assault, possibly sexual mentions?
[A/N: i really dislike writing smut so there will be little to none of that, this is basically just an angsty slow burn story :p]
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17 Jun 2026
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alternitavly titled: the best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
it was a tough summer. arguing over their next release. arguing over their last release. arguing over a change in their sound. arguing. he was— they were sick and tired of it. summer three years ago, he and ryan were conjoint at the hip. a package deal, if you will. some people just drift, he supposes. winter now had him acting hasty under the excuse of a fever he couldn’t sweat out.
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Ryan and Brendon have a talk on the fire escape of Ryan’s shitty apartment. It’s reminiscent of the Cricket and Clover cabin days, just their whispered words with the bustle of life in the background. He dreads whenever Ryan speaks. He fears he may say whats gone unspoken for so long.
(takes place in las vegas, nevada on december 29th, 2009)
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17 Jun 2026