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He wonders if Buck ever thinks about it.
The sheets sticking to his damp skin, their sounds of pleasure echoing around the room, Buck telling him all the things he’s thought about doing to Eddie before. How Eddie would let him without question, knowing Buck would still take care of him even when given all the power in the world.
What this means for himself is something that’s hard to bear thinking about.
Or, Eddie comes to terms with what he deserves.
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when you look at me like that, my darling (what do you expect) by Sungodlou
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31 Dec 2024
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This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.
He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.
Maybe it's because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.
He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.
Now, it’s all gone to shit.
or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.
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14 Apr 2025
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“I asked Josh out,” Buck admits.
It’s cartoonish how quickly Eddie’s jaw drops; how his eyes bulge out of his head. Buck rubs the back of his neck, sheepish, waiting for him to say something.
There’s still silence.
Buck frowns at his screen. “Eddie? Hello? I think you froze.”
“I’m here,” Eddie says slowly, eyes still comically wide. “I just think I might have misheard you.”
“Oh,” Buck says, and repeats himself. “I asked Josh out.”
“Okay. So I didn’t mishear you.” Eddie scrubs a hand over his face. “Can I ask why?”
Or: Maddie nudges Buck towards Eddie, Buck misunderstands horribly, and Eddie suffers over FaceTime.
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17 Mar 2025
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“I ever tell you I used to be a stripper?”
No, Eddie thought, some hysterical kind of indignation slipping into his mind. No, Buck hadn't told him. And why not? Was he planning to use those skills with the guy who looked like the walking personification of a weed pen? Was he just planning to…
Eddie got lost in his quickly forming images of Buck.
As a stripper.
Stripper Buck.
Buck stripping.
Buck naked.
Straight guys sometimes pictured their friends naked. So normal. Just human nature.
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Eddie works out what his joy looks like enough to start making moves on Buck, but does not get far enough to figure out what that means for him. He is also haunted by Chappell Roan.
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26 Feb 2025
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It’s an obsession—thinking about this guy. Buck doesn’t know how to be normal about it. He’s spent the last forty-eight hours overcome with the urge to know everything about him, whether he likes his coffee cold or hot, whether he sleeps with socks on, whether he eats the same Special K cereal as Eddie in the morning with the little freeze-dried strawberries, whether he breathes out his nose or his mouth, whether he has any idea that his new home is a gravesite, and Buck is the widow sitting on the bench nearby.
He needs to know. He needs to see, needs to find out whether this man is worthy of treading over the same hardwood floors that Eddie and Christopher’s bare feet have touched.
Someone new moves into Eddie's house. Buck does the completely normal thing and starts dating him.
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