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    “I’m Isak's best friend,” said Even, almost glaring at Jakob.
    “Well, like best bud. Like we’ve known each other our whole lives,” Isak added nervously.
    But then Even downed his sixth or seventh drink and leaned across the table.
    “We might have known each other our whole lives, but I’d fuck you if you asked.”

    Or Isak and Even are childhood friends who enjoy ruining each other's chances with exactly everyone else, rewatching the same movies, taking care of each other, and pretending they're not in love.

    Aka yet another ChildhoodFriends!AU that literally nobody asked for.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    At the age of eighteen the first words your soul mate will ever say to you appear etched into your skin, they stay there forever and it means everyone always knows who their soul mate is the second they exchange their first spoken words. Everyone except Enjolras. When he turned eighteen there was nothing, not a word, not even a letter. But it’s been four years, he’s adjusted, he’s accepted the fact that he doesn’t have a soul mate, won’t ever meet the love of his life, and he is fine with that. Until he meets Grantaire. Inspired by a tumblr post.

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    04 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Everything about Enjolras rings with sincerity, even when he is lying. Keeping this up is going to wreck him.

    A time loop fic about losing control, hurting the people you love, and how to understand and forgive each other. In which Enjolras asks Grantaire to pretend to date him in order to make Combeferre fall in love with him.

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    03 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    It was hard. Too hard. Grantaire couldn't do it. He crashed and he burned, and then saw, in his peripheral, as Enjolras watched it. He enjoyed it, Grantaire knew. He saw it in his eyes.

    Maybe it was because he was smug, because it flattered him to have that much of an effect on someone. Maybe it was because he knew, just like he'd said, how easy Grantaire was for him. How he didn’t even have to try. Didn't have to try to pull him in, didn't have to try to break his heart.

    Maybe he loved seeing Grantaire desperate and messy and empty, for the same reason Grantaire was desperate and messy and empty. Because that meant it was real.

    Maybe that's wishful thinking.

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    Fuck it, exes to lovers AU.

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    28 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    Sometimes Grantaire doesn’t eat. Sometimes he eats more than he should and makes himself throw up. But he’s pretty sure it’s not a problem. He’s still going to work and dance, still going out drinking with his friends, still in love with a man he’ll never be good enough for. Until he is, and everything with Enjolras is happening so fast and so wonderfully it doesn’t even seem real… and then maybe he realizes he can’t keep doing this forever, and he can’t stop doing it alone.

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    19 May 2025