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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    "There's one thing we're going to make sure of," said the masked man, ignoring Shane's pleading. He pointed the gun to Shane's kneecap. "You're never going to play hockey again."

    And fired.

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    The one where Crowell is much more sick, twisted, and homophobic than Shane or Ilya could have dreamed.

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    Shane is brutally attacked in his Montreal apartment days after going public with Ilya.

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    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    Shane Hollander knows how to live under scrutiny.
    What he doesn’t know is how to live after safety is taken away.

    In the aftermath of a break-in, fear settles into the body, love is forced to stretch across absence, and normal refuses to return the way it’s supposed to. Recovery is slow. Trust is fragile. And not every danger looks like one.

    This is a story about being taken — and about what remains.
    About waiting, endurance, and the quiet terror of realising that harm does not always arrive loudly.

    Or, a break-in leaves Shane fighting to rebuild normalcy—until he realises the greatest danger is already inside the house.

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    30 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    When a brutal on-ice accident nearly claims Shane's life in front of 20,000 fans, Ilya's carefully guarded world shatters. He can't hold Shane's hand in the ambulance. Can't claim his as family in the hospital. The fear of losing the man he loves forces Ilya to make a choice. Keep hiding, or risk everything?

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    28 Jan 2026

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    J | Hey why do Boston fans suck so much?

    L | Is this a riddle? Like why does Canadian chicken cross the road?

    J | No I'm being serious…

    Some of Boston's diehard fans decide to take the Hollander-Rozanov rivalry into their own hands after the hated Montreal team wins the cup for the first time in sixteen years. When Shane is attacked it's up to Ilya and co. to avenge the Metros' captain as well as the Raiders' reputation in the MLH.

    In short, Shane gets hurt and Ilya reacts accordingly.

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    28 Jan 2026