pilotflyingj
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wear your heart on my sleeve by pilotflyingj
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 May 2025
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When he sees her, his breath catches and tears immediately spring to his eyes. She’s so beautiful. He’s missed her so much.
“Ma?” he says, voice catching on the single syllable.
She turns to fully face him, and her expression melts into a smile, her eyes soft and loving in that way they only ever were for him.
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will you forgive my soul (when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care) by pilotflyingj for xoxoxes, marichat_04
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 May 2023
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Faith is a fickle thing, but Steve finds himself comforted by the idea that maybe the afterlife is real, Heaven or something close to it, and maybe when he dies — actually and fully dies, that is — he’ll get to see his Ma again. He’ll get to see her smile for longer than he can make the image linger in his brain, he’ll get to greet her with a kiss on the cheek and get one from her, too.
And the flowers. He’ll get to give her those flowers.
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- Part 1 of because you have lived
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the best and worst day of june was the one that i met you by pilotflyingj, xoxoxes
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
28 Oct 2022
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It’s not so much the words Rafael says that piss Alex off. It’s his tone, it’s the way he speaks to Alex like he’s still as naive as he was then, like he’s still that bright-eyed teenager that could be convinced to do or believe almost anything so long as it would help him be the man he wanted to be — a man like Rafael Luna.
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god knows where i would be if you hadn't found me sitting all alone in the dark by pilotflyingj
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jun 2022
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Then Sam says his name, a gentle “Buck?” and it’s hushed, kind, and it blows out the flame in Bucky’s spine, calming him, because he is safe, and he’s loved, but there’s still hurt curling in his gut when he lets himself fall into Sam’s arms – because while he’s incredibly grateful for Sam, for one beautiful moment he thought Steve was there.
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Losing the man she thought was the love of her life made her feel lost. But when Elle looks at Vivian, she finds herself all at once.
Everything makes sense now; Warner, Harvard, all those months she spent filled with uncharacteristic self-doubt.
Much of her life has been painful, even when no one else saw it – but that’s the point, isn’t it?Anything as common as heartbreak must be a blessing.
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because you have lived by pilotflyingj
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 May 2023
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“To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson
(Or: Steve, Bucky, and their journeys through grief for each other, and for everything they thought they knew.)
Slow updates because this series is like, terrifyingly personal and difficult to write, but it’ll be finished eventually!
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one fight to another by luminis_infinite
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
15 Sep 2021
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An anthology of James "Bucky" Barnes.
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take a snapshot (dirty laundry remix) by 1000_directions
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Hawkeye (Comics)
25 Jun 2020
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“You know this is basically soft porn, right?” Clint murmurs with a sly grin, cupping his own dick through his pants before shaking his head and laughing.
Clint, like Clint Barton. Like the Avenger. Fuckin’ Hawkeye, for fuck’s sake. The not-so-secret love of Bucky’s very gay life.
“Nothing soft about it,” Bucky mutters to himself.
Clint and Bucky get dirty at the laundromat.
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Take a Snapshot (If It Makes You Feel More At Home) by patsys
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Apr 2019
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“You know this is basically soft porn, right?”
“Well maybe some of this is for my personal collection, you wouldn’t know.”
Clint turned and gave him a grin, and Bucky blushed and looked back down at his camera, desperately wishing he could take back what he had just said.Bucky inhaled a deep breath and sighed before he stood, switching his camera on and nodding towards one of the machines, “Top off.”
For the Winterhawk Mandatory Fun Day
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- Part 2 of winterhawk mandatory fun day
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you're the only one i want by 1000_directions for Kangofu_CB
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Hawkeye (Comics)
10 Aug 2020
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When Bucky leaves the straight razor on the counter next to the sink, it’s a signal. Sometimes, he just wants to be loved like he’s never known cruelty. Like he’s never been hurt. And when he carefully shaves his face and leaves the razor beside the sink, Clint loves him exactly like that, exactly the way he needs.