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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    basically Ilya and Shane visit Boston and Ilya convinces Shane to go to the club and then they end up at a secondary location since Shane’s been wanting to try out some new things ;)

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    09 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 32

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    Shane arranges for Ilya to meet Rose. Ilya is ... himself.

    "I think I am ... sad that we are secret, and I cannot show you off?"

     

    title from "Lean In" by Rising Appalachia

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    06 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 46

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    Ilya could already feel in his body that this was going to be a long day. Everything in his body, from his bones to his muscles to his organs, felt impossibly heavy in a way that he was all-too familiar with.
    His heart yearned to properly console his husband, discuss what was upsetting him, but he had too much fear that he would say the wrong thing and give Shane more stress. Breathing was easier than speaking, a rarity for Ilya Rozanov.

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    a study of what happens when ilya has a bad depression day and shane's autism causes him to get overstimulated at the same time. what happens when neither of them can be fully there to catch the other one because they need to be caught themself?

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 57

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    Shane sees a post.
    Shane loses his mind.
    Ilya is, unfortunately, still in love with him.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    05 Mar 2026