poorpessimist
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you're a symphony (i'm just a sour note) by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
13 Nov 2025
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It must be a sign from the universe that the seat next to Peter Lee has become his designated spot.
He’s not sure why the seat’s always empty. Peter’s totally normal, definitely not the type of person you’d swerve to avoid. He’s a good-looking, no, the best-looking guy he’s ever seen in the department. He writes his notes on his MacBook like a secretary in a high-rise corporate office, and smells like the expensive part of a Macy’s. Considering the amount of texting he does, Mark’s concluded he has a lot of friends, so he's not antisocial. The only natural conclusion Mark can draw is that the universe wants them to be closer together.
One of these days, he thinks, he’s going to say something to him.
(Mark's a writing major that can't write, and Donghyuck is straight out of a daydream. Mark feels like he's finally waking up.)
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Tossing and turning at night, worrying about a man who doesn’t think of him as anything more than an acquaintance is a downright demeaning way to live, he inherently knows this. It doesn’t stop him from losing sleep over whether or not Mark has already moved onto the next big thing.
It doesn’t hurt any less when he watches Mark eat breakfast across the table the following morning, never losing eye-contact with his phone.
(Mark wants to be friends, and Donghyuck is tired of running in circles.)
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only overthinkin' when i'm close to you by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
30 Apr 2023
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"It's a perfect window of opportunity for Donghyuck, lips close enough that all he has to do is tilt his head forward a bit, a clear shot that would be difficult for Mark to avoid without breaking his neck. At best he'd land something wet on his cheek. Unless Mark didn't move, of course, then his attempt at teasing him would be foiled.
That’d be legendary, he thinks, if when Donghyuck jokingly leaned in, lips puckered for a kiss, Mark kissed him right back. The image hits him head on, making him grin, like a weird joke only he's in on."
(One day at practice, Mark gets the funniest idea for a practical joke. Now he just needs Donghyuck to try and kiss him.)
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Though he’s never been more sure that he likes someone, he’s positive that he’d never know what to do with a boy like Donghyuck unless given explicit instructions. And Donghyuck lays it out clear. Meet me here, text me good morning, kiss me there. And Mark was an excellent rule follower, which made their dynamic that much easier.
(Prequel to it's so sweet.) All of Donghyuck and Mark's first times, plus the little moments in-between.
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- Part 2 of high school sweethearts
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it’s so sweet (knowing that you love me) by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
08 Dec 2021
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He’s everything all at once, a giant contradiction. He’s sour but he’s so, so sweet when he’s with Mark. He’s a Gemini, so Donghyuck says the planets intended for him to be like that.
Mark doesn’t know much about the planets, but he knows they led him to Donghyuck for a reason, all the way from New York to a small neighborhood outside of Seoul.
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No one can wrap their heads around why Mark and Donghyuck work, they just do.
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- Part 1 of high school sweethearts
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"MARK LEE: Homophobe, or closet homosexual?", PEOPLE Magazine - Aug. 2003
"Mark Lee, lead guitarist of rising Seattle born band Dream, has been the subject of rumors regarding his alleged disapproval of fellow member and frontman Donghyuck Lee's homosexuality. However, recently leaked photos have emerged to reveal an opposing story to -"
He throws the magazine to the floor. It wasn't like that.
(In 1999, Mark looks at Donghyuck, and never really looks away again.)
Bookmarked by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
27 Apr 2025
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Haechan first hears about Renjun’s high school boyfriend from Jisung. Apparently, there’s a curse that follows Na Jaemin. Haechan finds himself falling under it.
(It sounds more dramatic than it is. When it comes to Jaemin, most things tend to be.)
Bookmarked by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
20 Jan 2025
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Haechan and Jaemin’s best friends are getting married. As best men, they have to spend a lot of time together, which is a problem because they can’t stand each other. And worse, they’re both pining after their respective grooms.
Their shared secret will bring them closer than they ever wanted to be.
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Bookmarked by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
27 May 2024
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Haechan gets turned down a lot. Jaemin secretly gets off on it.
Bookmarked by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
30 Mar 2024
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Listen. The whole vigilante thing wasn’t Donghyuck’s idea, it was Mark’s. Donghyuck only agreed because he’s absolutely in love with him, and maybe because he was a little bored with smashing windows and jumping off of rooftops.
Saving their city also wasn’t his idea, but Donghyuck’s learning that very little is actually in his control when it comes to Mark.
(or: Mark Lee dies twice, and nine months later, he and Donghyuck unfortunately find the fate of the city resting on their shoulders).
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- Part 1 of smack! and other stories
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Bookmarked by supersoulmates (poorpessimist)
15 Jan 2024