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wait for the mo(u)rning by privateanxieties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
21 Feb 2026
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The sealing of Gojo Satoru on October 31st in Shibuya doesn’t work out quite as planned, and it’s all because of a single, unforeseeable element: just a girl trying to catch the train back home.
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If you leave (don't take me with you) by privateanxieties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
17 Feb 2026
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Gojo Satoru is not really known for holding grudges. So why is Nanami Kento’s mission roster since coming back so unforgiving?
Is it because he took you with him when he left? -
fading friends (under my skin) by privateanxieties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
04 Dec 2025
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Gojo Satoru has analyzed everything about his former best friend’s defection. He perused the weeks and months prior to that fateful summer day, turning over every piece of evidence that something might’ve been wrong with Suguru. He was away for a lot of it, so there wasn’t much to work with. But in the midst of his obsession, he fixates on one crucial detail he vividly recalls commenting on with concern: Suguru had lost weight.
Years later, upon his return from a gruelling three weeks of geopolitical machinations that stretched his mind thin in South Korea, the first thing he notices is that you’ve lost weight.
And everything he's carefully maintained under lock and key for the past five years simply unravels. -
all the things you are (easy to remember) by privateanxieties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
13 Nov 2025
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In the midnight silence that falls over the classroom, you and Satoru contend with your new selves post-Sukuna battle. For the first time in your lives, he is the one better at feelings.
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lessons in patience (but not for me) by privateanxieties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
02 Nov 2025
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When the side effects of his innate technique become a little too much to bear, Suguru's friends put the world on hold to take care of him. And maybe stage an intervention with a side of house arrest.
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SOUL I (AVOW) by parsnips_and_meth
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
23 Jan 2026
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Satoru's sitting on the exam table, stretching his leg out with a resistance band, but he stops mid-extension to blind Suguru with an expression of pure adoration. His sunglasses are wonky, and he pokes his tongue out in greeting. He looks well-rested today, softened at the edges. Unburdened and boyish.
“Suguru,” he coos, making grabby hands. His whims are a riptide; Suguru is standing between his knees before he even knows how he got there. Satoru pushes his sweat-slicked hair back from his face and sharply pinches the hollows of his cheeks. “You look so tired. Is it the heat? You know, we were just talking about you.”
Suguru blinks stupidly. “You were?”
“Yeah,” Shoko says, a pipette in her hand. She carefully deposits a single drop into one of the test tubes, and the cursed blood fizzes. “You look fucking awful.”
(On grief, and its many dimensions.)
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- Part 2 of SAVE ME NOT
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Prelude to a Soul by parsnips_and_meth
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
19 Jan 2026
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At first, he thinks: nightmare. He's never known him to have them, but today Satoru fought a man-shaped, grinning beast, pulled Riko from the quicksand of a cult and felt the cold weight of her in his arms - died, scared, alone. Suguru sees sleeplessness in their future. But when he nudges him onto his back, Satoru is awake. His eyes are open. His face is tacky, wet. He's bitten into his lip so hard that it bleeds a trail from the corner of his mouth.
When Suguru lunges for the table lamp, it illuminates an off-white face warped with pain.
No. Agony.
(The adrenaline wears off.)
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- Part 1 of SAVE ME NOT
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/SasuSaku./ And with every moment together, they get just a little closer, a little more comfortable with each other. Fall a little more in love. Post-war. Pre-epilogue.
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23 Jul 2024
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Haruno Sakura hasn't always known what or who she would be. She built a life out of broken bones and scorched what-ifs, lingering daydreams and sharp antiseptic. At the most pivotal moment of their battle against Kaguya she stood shoulder to shoulder with two boys she always fell just short of, and she flew.
Then she fell. Three inches to the right and ten years back.
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i can't help but pull the earth around me by ninzied for carrythesky
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)
22 Feb 2021
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“I’ve been thinking about what you said,” she reads on the back of a card he’d grabbed from the souvenir shop at some grungy Seattle motel. “About how we’re all just trying not to be lonely. To be honest, I think about it all the time.”
He remembers where he had been the night that he wrote it. How he’d almost picked up the phone and called her. How his throat had closed up at the thought, and everything he would’ve said ended up on a stack of cards at the bottom of his bag instead.
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Or, Frank returns with a postcard that says Wish you were here, and Karen agrees to go on a road trip with him.