queenofthepassiveaggressive



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    “Fuck you, Rozanov—”

    Ilya takes a step closer. “You would totally hate that, so why ask for it?”

    All of a sudden, Shane’s defensive posture deflates. He makes himself small under Ilya’s hard gaze. His frown disappears, and his elegant cheeks flush a deep shade of red. He avoids Ilya’s eyes like the plague, and his throat visibly struggles to swallow.

    It lasts five seconds before Shane tries to pull himself together, but it’s too late. Ilya catches it immediately, and his annoyance vanishes.

    Realization hits him like a motherfucking truck in the middle of the road.

    “Oh my god, Hollander.” Ilya’s voice is flirty and teasing. He tries not to smirk like a Cheshire cat, but he can’t help it. His cheeks hurt from the enormous, unapologetic smile. “You would totally love it. Right?”

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    25 Jan 2026

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    "You have no idea what you deserve. You’re terrible at judging."

    "Who else," Eddie says, tiredly. "Who else will do it."

    "Me," Buck says.

    Self-denial won't save you, but there are other solutions out there.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “C’mon, it’s Christmas.”

    “I did not know Christmas was for doing stupid things.”

    “Christmas,” Shane starts, crawling on all fours to get up and tower over Ilya, a new set of determination over his sleepy eyes, “is about being more indulgent.” His face dips down until their noses greet one another as softly as butterfly wings, breaths in sync, and chests brushing. The urge to kiss him is stronger than last night’s storm.

    Or, Ilya and Shane spend Christmas together.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane wanted to respect Ilya’s request for space. Shane wanted to get the fuck out of here. Shane couldn’t breathe.

    Couldn’t move at all. He was frozen - from his lungs to his feet. Everything except his hands which were shaking. He should leave, but he wasn’t even sure how much longer his legs would be able to support him, and driving seemed like a bad idea in this state.

     

    What if Shane stayed after the Boxing Day fight. Basically an exploration of the age old question - what if they just, like, talked about their feelings? (And also went to Bood's party after all).

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    22 Jan 2026

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    For the first few days, Shane ignored it. He thought he was going crazy, or stuck in some coma dream, or that he was being punished by God for—well, you know. Either way, he thought: head up. Be good. Even if you never make it out of here, you’ll know you tried your best to do it right.

    Shane gets stuck. Ilya helps.

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    22 Jan 2026