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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Saps knows that, in hindsight, all this will be pretty funny. But right now, he's slumped in his white SUV at the back of a Burger King parking lot, gnawing on lukewarm fries to distract himself from the fact that there’s literal shit raining into his new apartment.

    When Saps transfers to his dream university for his junior year, a string of characteristic bad luck lands him on Flux's doorstep.

    Problem: he hasn't spoken to Flux since that catastrophic fight at his high school graduation party, and, as his former best friend, he knows very well that Flux can hold a grudge.

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Saps could feel Flux's stare like a physical weight, pressing into the bruises Thomas had left on his skin.

    Still, after all this time, they’d find a way to collaboratively break him. He wanted to throw up. He wanted to kiss Flux. He wanted to kiss Thomas again.

     

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    Saparata finds a pattern in himself toeing the thin line in-between love and hate.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Time and time again, Fluixon has let Saparata ruin his life. It's basically the cornerstone of their... 'friendship' by now. It's always been horrifically detrimental in every sense of the word.

    Despite everything, he spends the last thirty-two days of his life with the last person left in it.

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    16 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    In some twisted, self-destructive corner of his mind, he wanted it, to push him far enough that the inevitable would happen. That Saps would have no choice but to pull the trigger. Hopefully just one bullet, he thought, almost idly. It could be clean in the midst of all the nearby destruction. At least then he'd have the proof that he had an effect of sorts, that he had mattered and provoked something real and undeniable in the grand indifferent sprawl of it all.

    And maybe, just maybe, he also thoroughly enjoyed watching Saps unravel.

    or, in which there's nothing left for fluixon in paradise city. on his way out, he crosses paths with the scientist who still has everything to lose. it comes as a surprise to no one but fluixon that he doesn't seem keen to let him leave so easily.

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    06 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    They should get dressed. It would be the logical and reasonable thing to do, but Fluixon made it hard for Saparata to stay objective. He wanted to stay here forever, cuddled into the other's warmth, safe in Fluixon's arms, hidden away from the world. Just for a little longer. Just until it all made a little more sense.

    He knew it wouldn't last, but he could pretend.

     

    Or: teenage!fluxarata are having a very hard not so good extremely complicated time

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    06 Apr 2026