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    Climbing out of the Abyss, Hornet and Lace are both exhausted and battered, both physically and emotionally. The two of them struggle with their own internal conflicts. Hornet for the first time in a very long time is not alone. She doesn't know what to do when she is faced with feelings she hasn’t let herself feel in so long, courtesy of her new silken companion Lace. She is also reeling from seeing her sibling Ghost, while also processing everything she has been through since reaching Pharloom. Lace has gotten her wish and is finally free from her mother's grasp. Now she has a chance to be herself, but ages spent under her mother's control have left her grappling with her own nature. A nature that she feels her mother has cursed her with. She now has to deal with her past, while spending time with the Spider she loathed, but is finding herself enjoying the company of. The two bugs must grow from their past and forge a new future together in their practically infinite lifespan.

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    12/?
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    “Ilya had wanted him to stay so badly. He’d planned it all. He bought ginger ale. He knew after an orgasm Shane would be all soft and blissed out. He’d ask him to stay, act like it was just so they could fuck again. He’d put on a hockey game and he'd make Shane food. Make him comfortable and happy…

    More like lure him into a trap, like a predator.”

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    It’s the tuna melt scene, but make it kinky and Ilya drops after. Hard.

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    Got Dropped in a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work, otherwise abbreviated as GSGW was a webnovel about a man being transported inside a popular (and deadly) creepy pasta wiki that he used to read as a hobby and enjoyed.

    ...To reiterate, it was a WEBNOVEL. It's fiction, it's not real, it was a stupid thing I decided to spent my time on instead of sleeping! But it just also happened to be a horror genre where you can die brutally at any moment!

    So why am I here!?!?

    Or, a character is added to GSGW and proceeds to be the most pathetic scaredy cat side character ever.

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    4/?
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    Lucifer is about to go on his first date with Alastor, and it's completely fine. Really, it is. Everything is fine.

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    Frank spat, a long trail of drool falling from his lips to his dick before snapping and leaving a line on his chin. He slicked the spit over his throbbing length, then looked back up at Anthony. “Whaddya say we shut him up now, hm?”

    Anthony’s bright blue eyes were clouded with lust and his voice was deep and husky as he replied, “Let’s.”

    *****

    imposter syndrome is a bitch, even after 2+ decades in the scene. tucker is having a bad time; frank and anthony help him feel better :)

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    Will Byers cannot accept help, his feelings, or his sexuality. His father made him believe he's better off dead than queer, resulting in a long internal struggle that takes a lot of comfort to undo.

    or

    Will Byers loves Mike Wheeler and is scared.

    Set in season 3

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    After (somehow) getting roped into fighting in some sort of unspecified competition, Zanka is kidnapped by the Hell Guard and goes 'missing' for two years. After finding his way back to the Cleaners, Zanka relies a bit too heavily on Enjin to heal. It's more of a bumpy ride than anyone was expecting for him to fully settle back into the Cleaners, caught by a pitfall halfway through, but the two manage to make it home together again. Right?

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    The Calamity looms large against the horizon. Link - amnesiac teenager and resident Wild Child - rescues Hylia’s Avatar from her century of war. Queen Zelda is Link’s and he’s not about to let some Pig of Darkness take her away.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    Robby gets paperwork that his girlfriend, Leah, is switching to the night shift. Self sabotaging and anger ensues.

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    Zodyl is at the lowest point of his life.

    Arkha pulls him back up.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    “I’m fine, I’m fine.” That was what Pure Vanilla Cookie always said. But it never felt real. But if he kept telling everyone it was true, maybe he could convince himself it was true.

    Returning to the Vanilla Kingdom, the carefully crafted mask he had spent years perfecting begins to slip.
     


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    (Playlist is 75.5 minutes btw )

    A rewrite of my first ever fic because I loved the concept but the execution was not it.

    Timeline notes: this takes place a week or so post-pure vanilla awakening, but the awakenings ( within this fic ) take place in chronological order so hollyberry and white lily are NOT awakened.

    day 1:1-13
    day 2:14-16
    day 3:16-19
    day 4:20-23
    morning of day 4:24
    afternoon of day 4:25-26
    day 5:27
    day 6:28-29
    night of day 6: 30-31
    very early day 7: 32
    morning of day 7: 33-34
    day 9: 35
    day 10: 36-38 + 52
    day 11: 39-40
    night 11: 41
    day 12: 42
    night 12: 43
    day 13: 44-47
    evening 13: 48-49
    day 17: 50-51 + 53

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    Chapters:
    53/?
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    After that fateful Christmas day, Sunao hoped he would've gotten better. But now it's a day before the new year arrives and he's become sick once again.

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    Torbek tries to go to the krew for comfort and quickly realizes nobody can ever truly understand and he will forever be alone in this world

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    He does his best to ignore it, he has no desire to move at all and to kill something so defenseless seems quite cruel to him (No, the irony of thinking this when he’s done, much, much worse isn’t lost on him— he almost giggles, even.)

    Or: Seven watches a bug die, he wonders how much he looks like it.

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    1
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    Yeah uh… if you didn’t already notice is this a vent fic
    Just me ranting about my problems and over dramaticing them with Himmler being me in this fuckass fanfic, hope you enjoy my ranting

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    Chapters:
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    “You want to live with me,” Mike repeated, dumbly.

    “Yes, that’s what I just said, Mike.”

    “With me?”

    Will made another annoyed sound. “I’m going to change my mind if you don’t stop.”

    Mike and Will haven't talked in two years. But when Will calls Mike from his little NYC apartment, letting him know that he's just gone through a breakup and he needs a new roommate, can they repair their relationship after all this time?

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    Kurosawa and Adachi's relationship has just barely started, and the transfer to Nagasaki is tormenting both of them. How will either of them cope with an 800-mile long-distance relationship?

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    175
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    34
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    红灯区的酒吧里,你第一次遇见祁煜。
    颓靡破败的灰色地带,他闯入酒吧灯球与宾馆招牌之间,第一次教你将爱与性连在一起。
    ——但你知道他不该是你世界的常客。因为他整肃的衣装,因为他钟情的爱慕,因为他眼里沉淀的、与这片糜烂之地格格不入的色彩。

    男高(已成年)🐟×年上白月光你
    (破镜重圆,前半段炮友文学+后半段强制爱)
    你借他发泄欲望,他对你倾诉爱意。两个从一开始就走在两条路上的人,或许能在途中偶然相遇,但最终还是必须分开。就像那条他买下的斗鱼一样,它的主人总有一天会离开它,回到自己来时的地方去。

    灵感来源是东南亚,但写手自己没真正去过东南亚,所以如果有哪里错误无视掉就好🙏(ps:现实中去东南亚也别去红灯区或类似的地方,文只是艺术表现,一定要以身体为重,保持健康的性生活🥰)

    ⚠️:高h,男处女非,不会有和其他男性角色性交描写,小鱼来了就只有他了,不喜勿入。

    荤素搭配,肉比剧情多,🐟比较dom,中期阴湿败犬,后期小甜甜。避雷见tag,虽然🐟强制但🐟在关系里是下位者。大概酸涩口。无存稿,慢慢更。希望可以多点赞和评论🥹😘

    Chapter1:后入,女性自慰,dirty talk
    Chapter2:吃奶,无套性交,自慰,体外射精
    Chapter3:手淫,腿交,磨穴,伪公共场合性爱,失禁
    Chapter5:入室睡奸,指奸,口交(男口女),恋痛,窒息高潮
    Chapter7:公开场合性交,色情片拍摄,聚众围观性交,有些微羞辱性语言,足交,宫交,无套内射,灌精(有自己给自己下药情节。用药助兴、用药避孕现实都会损伤身体,文章仅供娱乐)
    Chapter9:做恨,粗暴前戏,皮鞋play,异物入体,性玩具,失禁
    Chapter10:皮鞭,轻微伤害,强制,伪肛交,🐟有受虐倾向(⚠️:有血腥描写)
    Chapter12:项圈电击,训狗调教(🐟下位),口交
    Chapter15:灌肠,肛交,表白章
    Chapter17:口交(女口男),吞精,磨穴,内射

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    中文-普通话 國語
    Words:
    127,512
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    140
    Bookmarks:
    29
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    Alastor makes a split-second decision, unfounded in logic and dripping in venom the second he snatches Vox up in his sharp claws. He holds him still, close to his face so he can watch the alarm that crosses his dying opponent’s face. His eyes are wide, unfocused, but twitching like he doesn’t know where to look. 

    “Al- wh-what are-”

    “Not yet, old chum.” Alastor croons as he stares the man in the eye, “You’ll be dying on my terms, but not just quite yet.”

    or///; Alastor nurses a suicidal Vox back to health. They nearly kill each other in the process.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,514
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    287
    Bookmarks:
    45
    Hits:
    3,086

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