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“Am I dirty?” he asked before he could think better of it.
Suguru looked him up and down with a curious expression, squinting, searching for something that could explain whatever the hell was going on. “Huh? No… you look fine to me.”
That’s not what I meant. Am I filthy, or am I pure?
“Are—are you sure?” It came out weak, brittle. He lightly unclasped the hand from Suguru’s jacket which he was still holding, leaving it just hovering over the fabric. He was scared he’d burn Suguru again, but he was more scared about being unclean. “What about my hands?”
Without reservation, Suguru gently took Satoru’s hand from the jacket and then lifted the other, still pressed to Satoru’s chest, into his own small palms. He turned his hands till his palms faced God, and Lord, did they burn, but before he could pull back, Suguru held them firmly, thumbs brushing over the lines and grooves of his palms, steady, careful, unflinching.
“All clean, ‘Toru. I promise. See?”
Satoru did not believe him.
Or, Satoru wrestles with God, the Bible, and the slow, undeniable realization that he is in love with his best friend, Suguru.
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06 May 2026
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Destiny (Wishful Dreaming) by dazaitimon (nationalmeaniebeanie)
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
09 May 2026
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Can you rebuild a soul from fragments? Or does forgetting mean they were never truly known?
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31 Mar 2026
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“I already told you,” Jisung can still feel Minho’s presence under his skin, hear the roar of his motorcycle engine deep in his core. There’s a certain fear when he thinks of him, like he’ll fall prey to an endless yearning. “That’s my best friend. We met at summer camp.”
“Sure,” Felix’s knowing smirk comes easy, bending a corner of his mouth. “And does Minho know that? That you’re just friends? He wants you.”
It feels like Jisung’s world freezes.
There’s no way.
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Some loves don’t heal, they haunt. They burn.
In the chaos of their youth, Jisung and Minho meant everything to each other. Years later, they reunite — one searching for redemption, the other carrying a lit match.Bookmarked by rachebee
13 Oct 2025
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Please, just for a little while. Stay with me. by lynxunderscore
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
20 Oct 2025
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Sure, Eiji didn't know how to use a gun. And maybe he was better suited to cooking food and bandaging up wounds for Lynx Gang. But sometimes you don't want to be stuck inside a condo all day with no clue on what the fuck is going on. And maybe, just maybe, he'd like to be included instead of treated like a little kid all the time.
OR; Ash is dead set on keeping Eiji safe, but Eiji is determined on officially joining the gang. Angst ensues.
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27 Aug 2025
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It’s 1991 in New York City. 17-year-old ballet prodigy Ash Lynx thought that agreeing to star in a charity show for AIDS awareness would be a break from the hard pace of his career. But as the “Swan Queen” in an all-male version of “Swan Lake,” Ash is uncharacteristically detached from his character. Odette is a tragedy; cursed to be swan, torn away from her one true love, killing herself to be with him in death.
Ash can’t relate to the self-victimization.
Things only get more complicated when 19-year-old Japanese photographer, Eiji Okumura, comes onto the scene, poking into Ash’s life with an insatiable curiosity, trying to help Ash reconnect with his muse.
As Ash feels the pressure from his head manager and guardian, the impossible to please Dino Golzine, and is running out of places to hide from the darker, uglier parts of his past and present, Ash Lynx has to start asking the same questions as Eiji.
Does he want to live like he’s in a ballet or dance to the beat of his own drum?~ ~ ~
Or, in which the author uses Swan Lake as an overt metaphor for Ash and Eiji's tragic love (with a fix-it ending)
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21 Aug 2025