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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Thanos feels nothing but disdain when he looks back on it now. The version of himself back then had no idea of the horrors he’d end up experiencing; the bodies, the blood, the pills slinking down terrified throats. A mangled human body, roadkill rotting on the side of the road—in both killing games and day to day life, imagery of flesh stagnate in his mind.

    Nam-gyu stares at him, unblinking and unmoving. Thanos is reminded of how the wind had felt against his skin when he stood on the edge of the bridge, preparing to jump.

    “I don’t think you should come over anymore,” Thanos mumbles.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”

    Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”

    (or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Thanos gets cuteness aggression for Min-su. That's it, that's the post.

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    26 May 2026

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    my starved minsu heart is healed

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Cool, alright. So what would you like to order?”

    Oh god, does he have to just come out and say it? Or is he supposed to talk in some kind of takeout-themed secret code? What kind of noodles translates to non-sexual cuddling? Is there even a code for something that pathetic? Subong tries to put some words together, but what comes out instead is a choked sound, horrifically not dissimilar to a death rattle.

    “Dude, you sound like you’re dying,” Semi says. “Chill out. Just tell me what food you’d like.”

    Is that a code word? This is so awkward. Subong stutters out, “Like. Food food, or…?”

    “Yes, food food,” Semi chuckles. “This is a Chinese restaurant. Typically we send food in our deliveries.”

     

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    Subong's emotionally fragile and in desperate need of being held. His friend, Gyeongsu, recommends an escort service.

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    06 May 2026

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    “You can’t be,” Thanos says, pawing at the sheets beneath him as if seeking escape. He looks really scared. It’s throwing Namgyu off. “You can’t…you’re not- What is this? What’s happening?”

    “Thanos?” Namgyu asks.

    Thanos’s eyes widen. “What?”

    Shit. Something kind of fucked up must be happening. “You’re Thanos,” Namgyu says, not feeling all that sure of himself.

    Thanos shakes his head. The hands still pawing at the sheets are trembling. “What are you talking about? No I’m not.”

    Something really fucked up must be happening. “Then who are you?”

    “Choi Subong.”

    Fuck. Something super fucking fucked up is happening.

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    05 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    MY HEART MY SOUL