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hold your breath, count to three by bittersweet_serendipity
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
03 Jun 2026
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Thanos feels nothing but disdain when he looks back on it now. The version of himself back then had no idea of the horrors he’d end up experiencing; the bodies, the blood, the pills slinking down terrified throats. A mangled human body, roadkill rotting on the side of the road—in both killing games and day to day life, imagery of flesh stagnate in his mind.
Nam-gyu stares at him, unblinking and unmoving. Thanos is reminded of how the wind had felt against his skin when he stood on the edge of the bridge, preparing to jump.
“I don’t think you should come over anymore,” Thanos mumbles.
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06 Jun 2026
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Thanos gets cuteness aggression for Min-su. That's it, that's the post.
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guard down by illicitly
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
18 Nov 2023
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“I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”
Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”
(or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)
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- Part 1 of blue aurora
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19 May 2026
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“Cool, alright. So what would you like to order?”
Oh god, does he have to just come out and say it? Or is he supposed to talk in some kind of takeout-themed secret code? What kind of noodles translates to non-sexual cuddling? Is there even a code for something that pathetic? Subong tries to put some words together, but what comes out instead is a choked sound, horrifically not dissimilar to a death rattle.
“Dude, you sound like you’re dying,” Semi says. “Chill out. Just tell me what food you’d like.”
Is that a code word? This is so awkward. Subong stutters out, “Like. Food food, or…?”
“Yes, food food,” Semi chuckles. “This is a Chinese restaurant. Typically we send food in our deliveries.”
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Subong's emotionally fragile and in desperate need of being held. His friend, Gyeongsu, recommends an escort service.
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- Part 1 of Adidas Slides and Basketball Shorts
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06 May 2026
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“You can’t be,” Thanos says, pawing at the sheets beneath him as if seeking escape. He looks really scared. It’s throwing Namgyu off. “You can’t…you’re not- What is this? What’s happening?”
“Thanos?” Namgyu asks.
Thanos’s eyes widen. “What?”
Shit. Something kind of fucked up must be happening. “You’re Thanos,” Namgyu says, not feeling all that sure of himself.
Thanos shakes his head. The hands still pawing at the sheets are trembling. “What are you talking about? No I’m not.”
Something really fucked up must be happening. “Then who are you?”
“Choi Subong.”
Fuck. Something super fucking fucked up is happening.
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5 Times Thanos Denied being Gay + 1 Time He Admitted It by Usersparkle478932
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
15 Feb 2025
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"You seriously expect me to believe you don't remember?" Mina sneers as she takes a fucking aggressive bite of chicken. "It was weird. Even for you."
Um... Ouch. The fuck? He'd take it more offensively, but he thinks he remembers his high school teacher saying all geniuses are a little eccentric. Same shit. "Girl, no. You know what molly does to me!" He slaps his hand on the table in frustration. He wishes she'd just fucking tell him what he did so he can eat her out, and they can move-
"So, you don't remember busting in me when your little roomie walked in on us?" She interrupts his train of thought, her words causing him to drop his chicken because whaaattt? That did not happen.
He says as much. "That's crazy!" he defends with both his hands up. Is this one of her mind games?
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5 times someone tried to tell Thanos the truth +1 time he accepted it
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If this were anyone else, Su-bong would just put on a flirtatious grin and talk to Nam-gyu in the real world, not fawn over him as just one of the fifty faceless people watching his streams. It’s not like he’s some untouchable, world-famous streamer that Su-bong will never meet. He’s just some guy in his chemistry class with stupidly gorgeous eyes and a modest but dedicated following on Twitch. Su-bong’s flirted with plenty of gorgeous-eyed people. But Nam-gyu is different. Because Nam-gyu thinks he’s an asshole.
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A basketball jock and a video game nerd fall in love, one Twitch stream at a time.
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25 Apr 2026
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omg this fic is so sweet 😭 theyre both so stupid
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windless nights, moonlight melts by bittersweet_serendipity
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
11 Jul 2025
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Nam-gyu resists the urge to tell him to hurry up. The cold is unrelenting, the type that makes him want to crawl out of his own skin. The lack of clothes certainly doesn’t help with that, and while Nam-gyu can still hear the way Thanos shuffles around, there’s a primal fear within him that he’ll be left behind, tied up and defenseless.
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[The games end. The odd sense of partnership that’s unfolded between Thanos and Nam-gyu does not.]
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16 Apr 2026
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A hundred shitty motels and a hundred of shittier diners—it takes character to be a bastard.
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- Part 2 of Take Me Back to The World I Know
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Thanos has escaped the games alive, but way too soon. The money that he's won doesn't even cover half of his debt. So he makes a plan: Use the money to instead fix Nam-gyu's life. Dig Nam-gyu of his hole. And then end it all.
(And try not to fall in love while he's at it.)
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07 Apr 2026
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Semi looks up at Thanos, squinting at the rough sun. “You remember Namgyu from high school? He produces music now. And his name’s really spreading."
"Namsu? Lemme see. I need a producer.”
Semi immediately turns her phone off and hurls it face-down on the grass. “Absolutely not. You destroyed him in high school, remember? You didn’t see him after you stopped talking to him altogether. I did. He’s gonna fuck you up. My friend says he changed a lot.”
“Ah, can’t be that bad. He’s still Namsu at heart.”
With illustrations!
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A Valentines with you is all that matters by bittersweetstardust
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
14 Feb 2026
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“With such a pretty boy next to me? Fucking amazing, bro,” he tightens his grip on Nam-gyu, crushing him against his chest as he nuzzles back into his neck.
Nam-gyu groans in annoyance, but the way he tightens his grip on his lover and plants a kiss on the top of his head says otherwise. “You’re so corny,” he protests half-heartedly.
Su-bong nips at his neck in retaliation, “what? Can’t I appreciate my boyfriend now?”
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Thangyu Valentines Day Event 2026; home, day in bed, comfort!
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- Part 1 of Thangyu events 𖹭.ᐟ
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31 Mar 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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- 8/8
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Bookmarked by rainingowls
07 Feb 2026
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havent even watched stranger things but this was so good hjkhyfsfhdjfs
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Thanos restarts the live and fast-forwards to the end, pausing when Nam-gyu’s shocked face is on screen.
And, holy shit. MG Coin’s partner is gorgeous.
He’s got long black hair and sharp dark eyes that sort of reminded Thanos of a cat’s glare as they anxiously met the camera. He was in this big hoodie that goes down to his mid-thighs, hands fully engulfed in the sleeves. It made him look a little ridiculous when he yelled at Myung-gi with the way his sweater paws waved around angrily; Thanos genuinely wonders how anyone can take him seriously like that.
He’s cute. Real goddamn cute. How in the world does a stiff, shrimpy little fuck like MG Coin bag a guy like that?
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After Nam-gyu accidentally appears on famous YouTuber Lee Myung-gi's livestream, Thanos becomes obsessed; especially because he knows that he could be a way better boyfriend to Nam-gyu than MG Coin.
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- Part 3 of squid game.
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- English
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- 105,666
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- 10/11
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01 Feb 2026
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so beautiful need to reread and reread and reread and
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Thanos is a mess. A former K-pop idol turned LA party boy, burning through hookups, drugs, and the last dregs of his reputation.
His management’s last-ditch plan? Nam-gyu, an experienced personal assistant fresh off the plane from Seoul. He's supposed to keep Thanos out of trouble. But the job gets complicated fast when Nam-gyu starts falling for the very chaos he was hired to control.
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- Part 1 of Starburned
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“Remember what you said earlier?” Nam-gyu asked, eyeing the pill container Thanos already had open in his hand.
Thanos sighed and took a single blue pill out, snapping the locket closed once more. Nam-gyu crawled even closer, opening his mouth to say something, but with a swift motion Thanos broke the pill in half with his short, color-chipped nails; in the same movement he shoved one half into Nam-gyu's mouth and took the other half into his own.
Nam-gyu blinked his eyes in disbelief for a moment, tasting the salty skin of Thanos’ fingers before they slipped back out. But in their place they had left the sweet little tablet he craved, so that was all that mattered. He swallowed.
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A retelling of the games from Nam-gyu's POV, and a fix-it.
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24 Jan 2026
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"You know him?" Thanos asks as he tries to think of his own lyrics to go with the track that's still playing. "He produce for real, or is this a favor type thing?" Doesn't matter either way. Thanos has got a damn gift when it comes to getting people to do shit for him.
"That's the thing," Semi groans with a downright strange amount of frustration. "The guy's name is Namgyu, I'm pretty sure, and he's a composer. Like, the classical stuff at the beginning, that was his."
Thanos nods, even though he doesn't really get why she's saying this shit like she's reading him a prison sentence ending in the electric chair. "Soo...?" He asks slowly. "If he made that, he can definitely do the producing shit, too. It's just a different genre." It's true. As long as he's got an ear for what's good, and knows how to work the fancy ass machines, then Thanos should be solid.
"Well, the issue is that he would never do it," she shrugs.
"He'd do it for me," Thanos waves off. It's not even cocky or some shit. All he's got to do is hook the guy up with girls or drugs or an oil change, and he should be fine. "Why wouldn't he?"
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How Thanos and Namgyu make an album together and maybe fall in love.
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Bookmarked by rainingowls
01 Jan 2026
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so funny never had so much fun reading a fic deserves 100000000000 rereads
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Thanos’s manager assigns him a date for his birthday party in a last-ditch effort to repair his public reputation. In a desperate attempt to get out of the date, he says he’s already in a relationship. Unfortunately for him, he blurts out the first name that comes to mind: Nam-gyu, his best friend.
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27 Dec 2025
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SO GORGEOUS READING IT HAS MADE MY WHOLE YEAR
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Spider-Man: Into The Thanos World by 1shoeshine1
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
29 Mar 2025
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Alright, let's start this from the top.
His name is Choi Su-bong, also known as the legend Thanos. After one of his concerts, he was bitten by a radioactive spider, and for the last three months, Thanos has been the world's one and only Spider-man.
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26 Dec 2025
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Thanos was supposed to die in that bathroom. But he didn’t. And it was all Nam Gyu’s fault. Now he can’t breathe without that bastard.
In a world where the games only get worse and the players even uglier, one thing’s for sure; they’re going to make this hell their playground.
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Bookmarked by rainingowls
25 Dec 2025
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SO SO BEAUTIFUL I WILL BE REREADING A MILLION TIMES