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    "You’ll what?”

    “You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”

    “I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.

    Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”

    Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.

    toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible

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    03 Oct 2025

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    The best bsd fic, period.

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    I died. When he woke up, suddenly there was a she and so they became they. And they knew what they wanted.

    Freedom. Family. Ace alive.

    They weren't letting their treasure, their actual family, live and suffer without them. Sorry Dragon, but Sabo's not joining the Revolutionaries in this life.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    “Will you kill me?” he found himself asking.
    “No,” came the immediate reply. “I only kill those that is required of my job, and those that deserve it.”
    “Will you, though? And can you make it quick? I don’t want it to hurt for too long – I just want it over with.”

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    Bennett gets separated from his adventuring party, gets kidnapped by Fatui defects turned mercenaries, and gets rescued by a rogue warrior. They journey from the heights of Qingce to the boarders of Liyue Harbor, and along the way discover that there is more to this world than the loneliness they feel, and what it means to be home.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    In·ef·fa·ble
    /inˈefəb(ə)l/
    adjective
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    too great or extreme to be expressed or described in words:
    Ineffable Partners

    Read in order or it probably won't make much sense!

    AU: Dazai leaves the Port Mafia and takes Chuuya with him. Very smutty, mild Mori bashing (doesn't occur in all of my works but was convenient for this series sorry lmao).

    Recommended for 18+ but you do you since you've been warned. Contains mentions of suicide, depression, anxiety, past child abuse, past sexual abuse, sexual trauma, manipulation, suicide attempts, self harm, eating disorders, trauma, PTSD, suicidal ideation, and other dark themes (not always consistently prevalent). Please be safe and mindful of yourself! None of the warnings really occur between SKK.

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    21 Jul 2025

  5. Rec 33

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    Immortality like this is about as useful as sunscreen on a submarine.

    ~Elizabeth Marx, All's Fair in Vanity's War


    You don't know how or why, but somehow you've gotten stuck in a cycle of reincarnation. Worse, you keep your memories between each life. More horribly - it's up to chance and which new family member's blood you come into contact with whether or not you get all your memories, or if you get varying levels of partial amnesia.

    You don't even remember how you died in your first life. Alone in world after world, you try to pick up the pieces and to not go insane. Most of the time, you can plod along, and even be happy for a while.

    But sometimes you don't succeed (those are the worst lives).

    There doesn't seem to be any rhyme or reason. Some worlds you only live in once, and other times you land in a different version of a world you've been to before.

    However, the human mind wasn't meant to hold on to memories forever. You think you read somewhere that it could hold up to two-hundred years' worth of memories, but that might be wrong.

    You hate it.

    And yet, you have no way to save yourself.

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    19 Jul 2025