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Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).
or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.
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14 Oct 2026
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Don’t Let the Sun Go by goldenraeofsun
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Oct 2026
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After dying in a plane crash in 2021, Ilya wakes up in a nondescript hotel room, identical to hundreds he has stayed in during his decade-long NHL career. Is he in Hell? Mama is not here. Neither is Shane.
But then the phone rings; a representative from CCM wants to confirm Ilya will be on time to his photo shoot with Shane Hollander.
On the way to the rink, Ilya, who learned from the very best, makes a multi-step plan:
1. Texting
2. No sleeping around
3. Friends
4. First names
5. BoyfriendsIlya made Shane fall in love with him once. He can do it again.
He has to.
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11 Oct 2026
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The Rules of Feminism by goldenraeofsun
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.
Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.
Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.
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11 Oct 2026
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Five Times Ilya Was Extremely Slavic About It (And One Time Shane Was Too) by thelarryalmighty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Sep 2026
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Five times Ilya Rozanov was extremely Slavic about it, and one time Shane Hollander was too.
Featuring: honest answers to "how are you," a mercury thermometer, an alarming number of tulips, meat jelly, the corner of the table, and one very loud wedding.Bookmarked by reading_in_zen
09 Oct 2026
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Four months post Sochi, four months of being ghosted by Ilya Rozanov, the Metros are bought by Petrov 7, a multi-national corporation headed up by Mikhail Petrov, an openly out billionaire who has plans to transform the MLH, starting with the Metros.
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08 Oct 2026