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I want to taste her lips (yeah, 'cause they taste like you) by refusethyname
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
15 Jan 2026
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Harry learned Louis’s schedule without ever meaning to.
It had started with patterns—the way Tuesdays and Thursdays always seemed to bend around the same hour, the same bench outside the humanities building where the afternoon light fell soft and gold. Louis was always there, laughing too loudly, leaning back on his hands like the world had never once asked anything hard of him.
And she was always with him.
— aka 8k of Harry pining
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“Love,” he drawled, the word dripping with sinful allure, “I’ve got tattoos that are older than you,” he murmured, his voice a rough whisper, his breath warm against Harry’s lips.
Harry tilted his head, a teasing smirk of his own tugging at his mouth despite the rapid beat of his heart. “What can I say, I like experienced men.”
Louis chuckled low in his throat, a sound that sent heat rushing through Harry’s veins. “Cheeky little thing, aren’t you?” he murmured, his hand sliding up Harry’s back to tangle in his curls. He tugged lightly, just enough to tip Harry’s head back and expose more of his neck.
“You’re the one winding me up.”
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PART II – when the time is right
“Harry, how do you love someone?”
“I suppose love comes from a plethora of things, some people simply describe it as a feeling or an emotion while others experience love in every little thing their partner does. For me, just being with the other person and feeling comfortable around them can be enough to call it love. Trusting someone, for me, is a form of love, but if you’re talking about that unconditional longing, the intense emotion that could potentially overtake every single one of your senses… I cannot teach you that, but I promise you, you’ll know it when that happens.”
And he had. Harry knew when he fell in love with Louis Tomlinson, the singer who had to go back to his life in England after three beautiful months together. Since then, Harry hadn't been the same. He needed finality, he needed to move on, to let go of the man who had made Harry second-guess every choice he had ever made in his life.
There was only one solution to his problems, he had to say goodbye to Louis. He had to find closure, and that's why he found himself back in England...
Or the long-awaited and official epilogue to when the time is right.
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- Part 2 of when the time is right series
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“Do you live in the cabin by yourself?” Louis then decided to ask.
“I do, well sort of, I have a cat.”
“A cat?” Louis then asked and Harry nodded happily.
“She’s a precious thing, but she always leaves me for this one customer who is staying at one of the cabins. His name is Tomlin-something, I can’t really recall,” Harry said, causing Louis to chuckle this time. The singer shook his head at Harry’s comment and smiled brightly at him. Harry was truly something else and Louis’ heart fluttered.
“He sounds like an absolute arse if he steals your cat,” Louis chuckled and Harry shook his head at that.
“On the contrary, he is extremely thoughtful, didn’t even mind it too much when I spilled my hot tea over him, how is your stomach by the way?” Harry then asked.
“If this is your way of trying to get me to undress again,” Louis joked and Harry’s cheeks grew bright red. The younger man started stammering some incoherent things and quickly averted his gaze, which Louis thought was absolutely adorable.
Or the cabin fic where falling in love underneath the northern lights only leads to heartbreak.
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- Part 1 of when the time is right series
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And I spend my time trying not to feel it (but what would you do if I went to touch you now) by refusethyname
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
02 Jan 2024
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It was now Niall’s turn to spin the bottle and after a swift spin, it landed on Harry. That familiar glimmer Louis had seen in Niall’s eyes before this evening made its appearance once more and Louis knew he was fucked. He wasn’t sure what Niall was planning, but it sure as hell was going to involve him as well as Harry.
“Oh Harry,” Niall grinned, clearly amused, “your challenge tonight is that you have to call your right-hand player ‘daddy’ for the rest of the evening.”
Everyone’s eyes shifted from Harry to Louis and it was then that Louis realised that he was Harry’s right-hand player.
Or the NYE fic that involves a lot of pining, a drinking game and a daddy kink.
– Alternative title: head empty, just vibes (and smut)
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“But I searched for all your weak spots,” Louis said as he watched Harry’s pupils go wide. “Did you search mine?”
Harry didn’t fight back as the grip on his wrists began to tighten. Instead, he smiled and gave him an unbothered look. He then slowly broke the hold with a twist of his wrists, just enough for Louis’ fingers to slip free. He dragged his muddy fingertips along the edge of Louis’ jaw, tracing it with precision, then down the lengths of his throat until his open palm came to rest at the center of Louis’ chest-- his heart.
“I did,” he whispered, pressing his palm in harder. “It’s right here.”
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or, a bastard knight falls for the prince he's sworn to protect and everything goes up in flames.
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06 Aug 2025
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this was absolutely incredible!! we need more game of thrones fantasy type world stories. this was such an entertaining read and wonderfully executed too. <3
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“How are you real?” he asked before thinking.
Harry blinked, then smiled, a little softer this time. “I’m not. I’m a figment of your reality TV-induced hallucinations. I disappear after the finale.”
Louis shook his head, grinning. “Great. Now I’m stuck flirting with a ghost in a red speedo.”
“Technically,” Harry said, eyes sparkling, “they’re shorts. Barely.”
Louis licked his lips, leaned back with a smirk. “Barely is generous. I’ve seen napkins cover more.”
“You’re staring an awful lot for someone who’s supposedly offended.”
“Oh, I never said I was offended,” Louis shot back. “Just observing. Purely scientific.”
“Well,” Harry said, nudging Louis’s knee with his, casual but not accidental, “keep observing. I like the way you look at me.”
Louis swallowed. Fuck.
Or-Louis never planned to propose on a reality TV show. Hell, he didn’t even plan to be on one. But somehow, his boyfriend Matt thought "The Ultimatum: Queer Love" was the perfect place to force a life decision on national streaming. Then Harry enters—the ultimate plot twist.
Spoiler alert: Things get messy. And very, very gay.Bookmarked by refusethyname
23 Jul 2025
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seriously one of my all time favourite fics
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A few years ago, Omega Prince Harry left his husband and mate Alpha Louis without any apparent reason. When enemies of the Royalty make an attempt on his life and threaten to hurt Omegas, Louis has to ask the Prince for help.
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The Greek Tragedy AU (but with the happiest ending).
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30 Apr 2024
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Insane story! I don't think I've been this captivated by a story in a long time, not since Collision. The usage of Greek Mythology, names and terms was beyond astounding. Truly, one of my ultimate favourite fics of all time.
Greek Tragedy AU
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“I had a sex dream about Harry.” Louis slapped his free hand over his mouth after the words slipped out.
Zayn paused, his hand freezing as he was about to take a bite, his head snapping up to look at Louis. Louis could relate, it’s how he’d felt that morning after he’d woken up. He’d laid in bed for fifteen minutes trying to figure out what had happened, why it had turned him on so much, and then patiently waiting for his erection to go down.
“Like… my Niall’s Harry? Harry Styles?” Zayn clarified, his face bewildered as if trying to comprehend what had just happened. “Do you even like Harry?”
“His last name is Styles?”
or Louis woke up after having a sexy dream about his best friend’s boyfriend’s best friend resolved to never think about it again. He hardly knew Harry, so what difference would it make? But when they are thrown together only a few days later, Louis had to admit, his subconscious might have been onto something.
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Get Out Of My Head (and I'll get out of yours) by Imogenlee
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
16 Dec 2023
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“You really that desperate, are you?” Despite it being a shitty thing to say, Harry didn’t mind too much, as the bitterness in Louis’ tone sounded like music to Harry’s ears. Harry was winning tonight. “Can’t find anyone new to be interested in you, so you try to hit on Zayn.”
“I can’t find someone interested in me?” Harry asked, raising an eyebrow. “You’re having a laugh, mate.”
“Yeah, well, where are they, then? Because from what I’ve heard, you’re here alone.”
“As if I’d bring anyone to somewhere I knew you’d be. I wouldn’t wish your presence on my worst enemy.”
“Aw,” Louis cooed in a way that made Harry want to slap him. “You’re saying I’m not your worst enemy?”
“For someone to be an enemy, you have to give a shit about them. So, no. You’re not even on the list.”
“Oh–kay. Well, it’s been lovely as always, gents,” Zayn said before knocking back the rest of his drink.
Or the one for the Bottom Harry Fic Fest where Harry bottoming is more of a side plot, because angst got in the way--but it doesn't really matter because the fest stopped existing when I was halfthrough.
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18 Dec 2023