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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    Our favorite boys, Chuuya and Dazai, got Vegas hitched when they were eighteen, drunk, and very stupid. It was a mistake that should have been fixed by morning. But neither of them ever filed the annulment papers.

    Now, four years later, Fyodor Dostoevsky has found their marriage certificate and decided to make it everyone's problem, starting with kidnapping Chuuya and broadcasting it to the Armed Detective Agency.

    Dazai's going to need a very good explanation, and possibly a rescue plan. In that order.

    (Two idiots got married and forgot about it. Fyodor didn't let them forget. Now they'll have to wade through what could have been and what might yet be.)

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    14 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    "Okay, next question!" Dazai exclaimed, eyes lighting up. "Why do you want to visit the arctic circle?"

    Chuuya shrugged. He didn't really have a specific answer to that one, either. "I don't know. But I think I'd like to see the Aurora lights."

    Dazai raised his eyebrows. "Aurora? Aurora Borealis? As in, the lights that occur when electrons and protons that come from solar storms collide with the gasses in Earth's upper atmosphere—"

    "Yes, yes, fuck! Do you ever shut up?"

    He didn't know how to, or was too afraid of dreaming, maybe; so Dazai just had to make sure he saw there wasn't anything preventing him from imagining.

    or; chuuya is too afraid to dream and dazai, quite literally, shows him dreams can come true.

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    29 Mar 2025

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    Chuuya suffers from painful aftereffects of Corruption. Dazai suffers from existential depression.

    Chuuya has a god in him that wants to kill his body. Dazai has a mind that wants to kill itself.

    Chuuya is dying. Dazai wants to die.

    Chuuya wants to make Dazai feel alive. Dazai wants to keep Chuuya alive.

    They both try to take care of each other the best they can, bringing them closer.

    Until Dazai leaves.

    That's when it all goes wrong.

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    22 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Chuuya can't keep living like this. Dazai comes at the wrong(right?) time and sees that Chuuya has been being worked to the bone since he left.

    Comfort ensues :))

    Warning for this Chuuya is very unstable mentally

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    18 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    “Chibi?”

    A lazy hum was all Dazai got in response—attesting to the exhaustion weighing down heavy on their bones.

    “When I die, will you write my eulogy?” 

    Or, Dazai likes asking questions he already knows the answers to. It's been a long day and Chuuya is not nearly as amused.

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    18 Jan 2025