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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Well.” Ten lifts his chin, haughty, defiant. “I’m here now, aren’t I?”

    He’s here now in a rural area of China bordering Tibet with no work, no cats, no distractions. He’s here now, trying to figure out why it still feels like Kun is lying to him. He’s here now with Kun. For Kun.

    I missed you, Kun had said, even when they were an arm’s length apart. That part, Ten thinks, is true. And suddenly, and even though he’d been thinking about its impossibility, about its ridiculousness, all Ten can think is I missed you, too.

    Maybe Kun senses it. Maybe he doesn’t. Either way, Kun looks at him for as long as he dares to keep his eyes off the road, and Ten sees an expression he doesn't recognise cross his face before Kun turns away, eyes fixed firmly ahead.

    “Yeah,” Kun says. “Yeah, you are.”

    (or: Kun and Ten make it to Sichuan after all.)

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    25 Mar 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    "Jaemin met God the first time when he was thirteen. He came in the form of a blessing; of a young boy."

    Or, hidden in the looming walls of the catholic school, while the moonlight is beaming through the stained glass and where all that Jaemin could see were Chenle's sharp features in the soft, purplish hue, two young boys find each other. And with that, they find a home, a warm and welcoming place: something that no one could ever take away.

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    27 Feb 2025

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    Donghyuck has always wanted what he can never seem to have: money, an easier job, his boss’ sugar baby —to name a few.

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    24 Jul 2023

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    If Renjun wants to be a mature adult, the reason for why he and Chenle grew apart is simply time. If Renjun doesn't want to be a mature adult, however, then the answer is Mark.

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    30 May 2023

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    To manage the pain of an unrequited crush on a week-long ski trip, Chenle enlists the help of Jaemin for a fake, almost-but-not-quite relationship, since they're the only two in the group with no risk of the feelings becoming real. It's a stupid idea, but Jaemin has always had issues saying no —especially to Chenle.

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    18 May 2023