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    Tell me all the time not to worry
    And think of all the time I'll have with you
    When I won't wake up on my own
    Held close all the time, knowing I'm half of you

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    or, yet another Ivan lives AU

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    21 Nov 2025

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    Every weekend, Till would come home to the small coastal town he grew up in. And every weekend, Ivan is waiting for him – gachapon in hand.

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    17 Nov 2025

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    It’s been 3 years since Ivan quit the band to pursue a solo career, and now he has no choice but to tour with his former bandmates after their newest album goes viral.

    It's just too bad that their lead singer still really hates him.

    Or, Ivan navigates the trials and tribulations of becoming friends with benefits with his ex-boyfriend (surprisingly, being in love with him after all this time makes it all the more challenging).

    Translated in русский

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    13 Nov 2025

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    “The stars are falling down,” Ivan says, watching the way the edges of the phosphorescent stickers slowly detach from the ceiling. He reaches up as if to touch them, but the ceiling looms far beyond his reach.

    “Stop being so dramatic,” Till says, studying the sheet music in his hands from his position on the floor beside Ivan’s bed. “They’re just glow in the dark stars that we bought when we were 7, you could buy a better pack if you wanted to.”

    “I can’t help it,” Ivan says, his eyes sliding over to trace the gentle curve of Till’s neck as he hunches over the papers. “When I like something, I have no room for anything else.”

    (Or, a childhood friends AU where Ivan’s spent more than half of his life being in love with his best friend with eyes the color of the sea.)

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    11 Nov 2025

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    Something throbs under Till’s thumb. A beat passes. It does it again. Till looks down, confused, and realizes that his hand is gripping Ivan’s wrist, nails digging into the pale skin, his thumb jabbed right into the pulse point.

    Ivan’s heart beats slowly. Ivan breathes slowly. Ivan blinks slowly, his giant eyes tilted up. When they make eye contact, Ivan’s pulse skips a beat. The only thought running through Till’s head is: huh?

    “Hello,” Ivan says. “You went somewhere.”

    “Uh,” Till manages. Ivan’s pulse thrums under his fingers. Why is it so soothing? Every beat of Ivan’s heart lifts a bit of the weight off Till’s chest. Is that normal?

    (or: somewhere along the way, Ivan and Till "fall in love," or something like that. This changes nothing that matters, but they end up okay.)

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    11 Nov 2025