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When did it get so dark? Dean can’t even begin to guess how much time has passed. The world stopped the moment the light inside Castiel had gone out for good.
He remembers sitting there on his knees, in complete shock and denial, for a long time before reality collided with him, far sooner than he ever would've expected it to. Far sooner than it ever has.
And suddenly, just like that, all the pain had unraveled from him in a huge, revolting tangle, and he couldn't get it back in.
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02 Mar 2026
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Yuuri always figured there were fans of Viktor out there who hated his guts.
He just never realized how far they would go to show it.
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30 Jan 2026
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Dean missed Cas, so damn much. So badly that it might kill him. There was so much Dean needed to say, things he didn't dare to say before, but it didn’t matter. Dean couldn't, because Cas was dead. Dragged deep into the Empty, lost forever, and there was no way to save him…
The Halo above Dean's head begged to differ.
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Or a journey full of grief, pain, and love, that, with the help of his family and some unexpected friends, may lead Dean back to the life he deserves, and fix some of his mistakes along the way.
AKA the script for season 16 :>
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09 Jan 2026
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Castiel and Dean meet for the first time on a plane ride out of Nowhere, Alaska. Castiel’s headed home after an impulsive solo vacation and Dean, a hardened Alaskan native, is just trying to get out of the impossibly small town he grew up in that’s got nothing left to offer him. They forge an instant connection over Dean’s flying anxiety and whiskey, a meet-cute that has all the makings of a rom-com with a sickeningly sweet happy ending. That is, until their plane explodes in mid-air, crashing headlong into the Alaskan wilderness and killing everyone on board save for Dean and Castiel. When no rescue shows up to save them, the two men are forced to make some tough decisions. To make it home alive they’ll have to trust each other and find faith neither of them has ever really wanted. Will they survive or succumb to the unforgiving mountain wilderness? And will their journey tear them apart... or bring them closer together?
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09 Dec 2025
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Canon-divergent from 12.08
After Sam and Dean are arrested, Castiel is left alone and scrambling to find them. He knows they’re locked away in a government facility, and he’s still able to hear their prayers, but no matter how he tries Castiel can’t seem to track them. He chases leads and even attempts to hunt on his own, but Mary is AWOL, Crowley refuses to help, and Castiel’s options are running out.
Weeks pass, Castiel’s hope dwindles, and through it all Dean prays, keeping them connected. His voice is comforting, frustrating, and occasionally annoying, but in his solitude Castiel comes to cherish it. But then one day, without warning, Dean stops praying, and Castiel is forced to confront some uncomfortable truths about his feelings.
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11 Nov 2025