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  1. Rec 17

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    “I think I'm still worried about… our old sides.”

    This is where he expects said bomb to explode. This is his fatal flaw, that he hasn't actually moved on, that things aren't actually as over as he wants them to be. It's all they've ever wanted, and they didn't truly have it. Not in his mind. Not somewhere deep within him, like a disease, like something he couldn't pry out of him. How selfish would he be, to drag the other down with him just for reassurance, force him to relive it all?

    Crowley stays quiet. Aziraphale feels as if he's confessed to something awful, like a part of him was fundamentally incompatible with the other. Aziraphale suspects both of these things could be the case and Crowley would love him anyway.

    He has it written down, somewhere in his mind, what Crowley ought to say. It’s not what he actually winds up saying.

    “Yeah,” the other finally mumbled, after what felt like eternity. He draws a breath. “Yeah, me too.”

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    Aziraphale hasn't been able to let himself rest in six thousand years. Crowley's determined to help him change that, even if addressing the root of the problem is more unpleasant and complicated than either would've hoped for.

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    29 Mar 2024

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    Things go horribly wrong when it turns out Agnes Nutter's prophecy isn't what Crowley and Aziraphale thought it would be. They were expecting to be destroyed. Instead, Heaven and Hell strip them of their immortality and their memories of each other - but Heaven and Hell don't know that they've switched bodies.

    Now human, Crowley and Aziraphale run into each other on Earth for the first time - again - and again - and again. It doesn't take them long to figure out that there is something very strange going on.

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    27 Mar 2024

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    guys holy shit

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Crowley and Aziraphale never prevented Armageddon. they never even had the chance. They’ve spent their time on earth all too aware of the other’s existence, but never exchanging a word.

     

    Now, heaven and hell have wiped each other out and the world has been left a ruined mess. When the strange demon Aziraphale has been hopelessly pining after for millennia appears in his living room, eager to strike up a deal, they discover they have a lot more in common than either could have imagined.

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    10 Mar 2024

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    How can you just walk away from me?
    When all I can do is watch you leave
    'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
    You're the only one who really knew me at all

    Az is eleven, and his world is falling apart. His best friend is walking away from him, and Az can't find a way to make him stay.

    Thirty-five years later, there's a familiar face at Aziraphale's new job, and it threatens to break his heart all over again. Can they do it better this time?

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    07 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    The inexperienced but very passionate magician Aziraphale had yet another heartbreak that evening when he decided to just try something new; something he found in a weird old book he didn't even remember purchasing.
    The poor human surely had no idea what he was about to unleash, yet the most surprised of the two was the demon who got summoned out of the blue.
    Luckily for Aziraphale the particular demon he summoned had no intention of hurting him, and the two were able to easily find common ground.

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    07 Feb 2024