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    WinterAgent Week 2025 prompt fills.

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    We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

    - E. M. Forster

    1. [COMPLETED] willing to give myself away
    Childhood, military, TFATWS

    2. [PLANNED] willing to break away
    Thunderbolts

     

    A story of Omega John just trying to find himself

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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    six times bucky and john listened to music near each other + the one time they listened to it together

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    29 Oct 2025

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    chapter 2 done

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    John Walker gets into a violent fight after Lemar is attacked and it nearly ruins everything. His family covers it up but the damage sticks. Now at university he’s trying to move on when Bob Reynolds, a new transfer student, starts noticing things John would rather keep hidden.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    chapter 21 done 😭😭😭

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    After the Thunderbolts, John Walker is trying—therapy, fatherhood, co-parenting, and holding together the life he almost lost. He’s oblivious to the fact that half his new team has adopted him as family… and that Bucky Barnes is very much in love with him.

    Between Alexei sneaking casseroles, Yelena heckling like a little sister, Ava’s rare but pointed check-ins, Bob drifting in like a storm front and quieting the room just to stand in John’s orbit (because John’s steady hands and warm hugs anchor the Void better than any drug), and Sam trying to play wingman, John slowly learns he’s allowed to want things for himself.

    Bucky just hopes he notices before the whole world figures it out first.

    It turns out love isn’t a mission, and family isn’t a unit—it’s a branch that grows, if you let it.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Need to read

  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    A mission gone wrong sends John Walker back in time. Except, he meets Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes, the Bucky he had heard about in history classes and stories, and not the modern Bucky who could barely look him in the eye.

    Cue the cognitive dissonance.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    Winteragent time travel supremacy

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    John Walker knows his reputation hasn’t been the cleanest in the past few years. When he’s inadvertently slotted in a new team of ex-mercenaries and reformed assassins after the showdown in New York, he figures this is as good a second, er, third chance as he is going to get. He can’t fuck up anymore.

    There were a few kinks to that plan, however. Namely, Bob. Always hovering, always present, always off-kilter. And Walker doesn’t know where he slots into the equation. It messes up his equilibrium.

    So when an off-world sorcerer comes in and ties their fates into one, Walker is forced to confront his new reality, his feelings (scary), and then some. Chaos ensures. Because when has it ever been easy in his life?

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    aka: the voidwalker soulbond fic

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    28 Aug 2025

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    Need to read later