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i can at least be neat, walk out and be seen as clean by scartattoo
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
21 Jan 2026
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Every day feels like a losing battle. A losing battle that never really ends. A losing battle where he knows the outcome, he knows that eventually, he will fall - but he will just barely get back up again and repeat it over and over and over. A losing battle that tears him apart from the inside out until he's a bleeding, shaky mess.
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yagami light, at 15, self-harms. despite his intelligence at such a young age, he cannot hide his struggles from a certain classmate in the same boat as him. he's seen through in every way by this boy.
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but i've been anywhere, and it's not what i want by scartattoo
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
01 May 2025
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light attempts at home, not realizing there were cameras watching him from every angle. he does not expect to survive.
au: light isn't kira, but he's still the #1 suspect. set when l had placed cameras in his room
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After a multitude of setbacks, 22-year-old Gerard has started his freshman year of college. A thousand miles from home, a burgeoning sexuality crisis leads him to a BDSM forum, seeking a hookup and maybe a friend in an unfamiliar place.
Manning a music store and teaching beginner guitar isn’t the best job in the world, but it gives 24-year-old Frank a regular paycheck and a pretty solid employee discount. He gets his thrills from playing local gigs with his band, Pency Prep, and cruising the local section of a BDSM forum.
When Frank discovers Gerard’s post on their shared local page, he sends him a message, and a connection is made. They both get more than they bargained for.
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13 Apr 2026
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Gerard’s life is a fucking mess. At 25 he’s a complete loser living in his mom’s basement, avoiding responsibility, blissfully doing nothing to correct it. But when he stumbles across “CashMeCam”, a website where horny people pay to watch him do… well, pretty much anything, things take a turn. Suddenly, being a lazy loser actually pays off—and people are really into it. Maybe being bad at life doesn’t mean he can’t be good at something else.
OR — Gerard signs up for a porn website in hopes people watch him and give his deadbeat ass money.
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12 Apr 2026
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Sieun looked at the compass. Its needle was sharp, easily piercing holes in the paper whenever he used it. Suddenly, he felt the strange urge to test it on his own skin. He brushed it off initially as something ridiculous. Why would he even do such a thing?
But that thought kept coming to him over and over as he worked on his assignments. Eventually, the boy gave in, pressing the compass against his hand. The sharp pain flashed through his hand as the needle slowly sank into the soft flesh, but Sieun didn't stop. He just looked, somewhat fascinated, as a single drop of blood trickled down his skin.
He didn't know why, but the sight, along with the sharp sting in his hand, helped him clear his mind. For the first time in many days, Sieun thought maybe he did have control over something.
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Sieun struggles with self-harming and Suho refuses to pretend he doesn't see
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31 Mar 2026
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Daily Dose Of My Nurse (Kim Nam-gyu) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021), 정신병동에도 아침이 와요 | Daily Dose of Sunshine (TV)
05 Sep 2025
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"Do you think I'll be able to get out?" Subong whispered softly as his Nurse did his best in cleaning up the mess he had made. Blood everywhere, the sheets, clothes, and now his Nurses' freshly washed scrubs. Subong wanted him to look at him, but he only kept wiping the excess blood off his wrists, but then he finally paused to look at Subong.
"You'll get out and we will never see each other again." The Nurse smiled faintly, his words left Subong feeling reassured and aching at the same time, never seeing each other again? Was that an expression or the truth, but the look on his Nurse's eyes made him believe it was only a Hospital saying.
He'll get out and they'll see each other again.
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Or, Subong is a newly admitted patient at Namgyu's work and they bonded there.
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14 Aug 2025
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Nam-gyu had never felt so dead in his life. Yes, there had been plenty of times in the games he'd felt like he was as good as gone, his blood just waiting to be spilled, a coffin wrapped in a pink bow with his name on it, but this was different. He had lost his one chance, and he would never get it back.
They were cowards, Nam-gyu thought to himself as he struggled to untie his restraints, that's what they were.
The games end after Mingle, and Nam-gyu and Thanos find eachother again.
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