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Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated) by mareastralis
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jun 2026
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All my Hollanov fics in one place, unrelated unless clearly stated otherwise
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27 May 2026
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Freckles and Other Versions Of The Truth by TheHeartWantsWhatTheHeartWants
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Dec 2025
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01 Mar 2026
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Shane has his first really bad migraine while Ilya is around. His boyfriend is very anxious about it but wants to help.
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11 Feb 2026
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a hole in his arms where the world used to be by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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“There’s information coming out that the Centaur’s plane crashed on its way to Tampa.”
The entire world tilts on its axis.
For a moment Shane feels like he’s being burned alive, and then in an instant it’s just bitter cold; there’s ice in his veins, his lungs, his heart. God, his heart. Is it still beating? He can’t tell. Surely not. Surely, if Ilya were - if he were gone, then Shane’s heart would have fallen still. There would be nothing left for it to beat for.
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10 Feb 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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10 Feb 2026
