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    (This is an au. The timeline sort of follows Heated Rivalry and it involves characters from the books and shows. Other than that pretty much everything is different.)

    Ilya's stepbrother has eyes everywhere and stupid little Ilya pays him for it. He knows that little shit's secret and he knows how to use it as a weapon.

    He decides to put Ilya back in his place when his friend contacts him one day. Not only is there a text, but a fucking picture.

    Andrei decides that enough is enough and that Ilya will learn his place or lose his life. If his little friend dies with him, well, that will be another piece of shit the world will be rid of.

    But what Andrei doesn't know is how much his little brother has changed in his time away. He doesn't know about how strong Ilya is, how he has grown a more resilient spine, and that he has more people on his side. Ilya is not the boy that used hockey to run from Russia and his family, he is a man who is determined to build comfort and safety not only for himself, but for his found family.

    A story of surviving, finding, healing, and thriving.

    (Author is queer and does not support any hate or harm to the queer community, please read with care)

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    11 Apr 2026

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    "I think we should start gaslighting everyone.” Shane looks at Ilya to see his reaction.

    “I don’t understand.”

    “No statements, no plans, of course we’re still doing the charity, but let’s just act like we already came out to everyone.”

    Ilya smirks. “Gaslight them?” Shane nods.

     

    or Shane comes up with the idea of gaslighting everyone into thinking they already came out. Ilya and Shane proceed to go out to lunch, and go on first dates slowly gaslighting their friends and the world.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Hayden is tiring the hell out of Ilya at dinner and he cannot take it anymore. Shane decides it's finally time to choose.

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    Or how Ilya cannot supports Pike's shit talking and he and Shane have to talk it out.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    It’s perhaps the sweetest Svetlana has ever known Ilyusha to be. She has always been granted access to the more affectionate side of Ilyusha, the one that he rarely shows to anyone else, but it was never anything compared to this. This tenderness, this adoration, that he gives so freely to Shane. It’s like her best friend is a completely different person right now, and she starts to wonder if maybe she was wrong earlier.

    Maybe, instead of being too boring for Ilyusha, perhaps Shane Hollander is giving him the space to become something soft. Something without walls, or masks, or armour.

    (Or, 5 times people doubt their love for each other, and 1 time they are certain of it.)

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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