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    "Porsche."

    Dammit. God fucking shit dammit, there's no room for negotiation in it.

    "Turn around."

    He does, and Kinn's on him in an instant, hands cupping his face and turning his head like he thinks that maybe the cuts and bruises are just a trick of the light.

    "Who did this?" Kinn asks, brushing the blood on Porsche's lip away with his thumb and fuck fuck fuck, that shouldn't be sending a shiver down his spine, but it does and dammit he is so fucked. "Porsche. Who did this to you?"

    Or: the one where Porsche gets hurt and Kinn loses his mind.

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    05 Feb 2024

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    "It will be fine," Kinn snaps, suddenly sitting upright. "I have perfect control."

    Porsche snorts. "No alpha has perfect control. Not in rut."

    Kinn looks at him sharply. "You think me a beast?" He snarls. "That I'll hump the nearest thing that moves, like some kind of animal?"

    "I don't know," Porsche shoots back. "But seeing as the nearest thing moving is me, you can understand my concern."

    Stuck in the forest, handcuffed together, Kinn goes into rut.

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    02 Oct 2023

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    Kinn feels strangely off-kilter, as he does sometimes around Porsche.  He doesn’t understand how this is supposed to work some days.  With Tawan, they were so fucking wrapped up in each other that sometimes it was difficult for Kinn to remember where Tawan ended and he started, except when he was off on business for Papa.  He thought that was how relationships were supposed to be.

    Porsche… does not agree.  He hates it when Kinn vanishes for days on stupid missions for Korn, but when Kinn gets too wrapped up in him for too long, Porsche will pull back, make a little space for himself again.  He’ll go spend the night with Chay or Jom, or meet Pete and Vegas, or arrange a mission for himself.  “I need to do it,” he said, when Kinn asked.

    I need you here with me, so close I could tuck myself into your pajamas, Kinn remembers thinking, but he had just agreed.  The pajamas thing made it too weird to say out loud, and besides, he does the same thing.  As much as he wants to, he can't expect Porsche to stay waiting in bed when Kinn takes off for two days with no notice to go to Phuket for Papa.

    Or: Kinn does some thinking about his father and his relationship with Porsche post-canon.

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    24 Sep 2023

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    What if Porsche, upon remembering the kiss on the pier, went to Kinn and said that he remembered? What if there was no diamond auction? What if they'd had a different start?

    Would it make them any softer?

    (No.)

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    25 Aug 2023

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    “And who’s that?”

    “Oh. That’s Porsche. He’s Khun Kinn’s live-in boytoy. He’s harmless, mostly. Just a pretty face.”

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    A boyfriend can go so many places a bodyguard can’t. As the threat of a potential leak in their security forces looms large, Khun Korn hatches a plot to place an added layer of protection around his heir presumptive. Enter Porsche, former bartender, current bodyguard, and reluctant fake boyfriend of Kinn Theerapanyakul.

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    15 Aug 2023