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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    This is not a love story.

    This is a story of selfishness. Of promises made and broken. Of massacres done in the name of, not love, but obsession. Of the need to possess, the need to own, the need to be the only thing consuming their object of obsession. Driving them mad to the point of insanity.

    And if given the chance, Fushiguro Megumi would not change a thing.

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    06 Jun 2021

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    Tadashi has a secret. Ainosuke finds out and goes mad.

    But he only makes it two steps. Ainosuke is in front of him suddenly, breathing hard, hand fisted in the front of Tadashi’s white shirt.

    "All this time," he's saying, and the edges of his words are starting to lose their sense. He bows his head. His hair falls forward over his forehead so that when he looks up again his red now black eyes are shadowed by it. "All this time I could have had you."

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    27 May 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 87

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    In hindsight, Megumi knows he should’ve distanced himself from the man first. Leaning against some stranger’s chest is hardly any better than pushing their hand away.

    Then again, it’s the morning peak. That he isn’t packed in the middle of the carriage, with arms and elbows shoved every which way into him, is already good enough. Megumi’s back is sweaty, but it’s just a stranger’s chest. It’s a choice between lightly leaning on a warm and solid surface, or leaning against the door — where god knew how many people had pressed against, which had been cleaned god knew when.

    Had it not been for the man’s hand, Megumi would’ve maintained their positions.

    It isn’t like anyone knows Megumi likes firm, muscled chests more than soft, bouncy breasts. If he fantasised about a hot man railing him every now and again, which random commuter would ever know?

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    29 Mar 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Called them anything you want; lecherous, deranged, the lowest of human, animals, and they might've been a few of those names.

    Still, Toji had Megumi in his arms, warped together in the frailest touch, head resting on his chest, and right then, Toji only knew one thing was right.

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    28 Mar 2021

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    If Toji were a better man, he wouldn’t be taking advantage of this kid’s sweet insecurities. He’s not, though, so he revels in the starry-eyed expression Satoru shoots him as he struggles to his knees and flops onto his belly.

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    Toji doesn’t like smoking anymore, but he likes the way it quiets the static of his thoughts, blanketing the rest of his senses in an empty sort of bliss.

    A suggestion laps at the edge of Toji’s consciousness and he taps the ashes off the glowing end of his cigarette into a little tray by his knee.

    If he’s searching for bliss, he’d probably be better off just finding someone to fuck.

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    19 Dec 2020