singingIthoughtIwasdancing
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The first shark tears his life to shreds. The second helps him find a new one.
“That shark really changed everything for you, didn’t it?”
“The shark didn’t make me queer, Matt.” Martin offers. “I guess I always was.”
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The Beginning and the End by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
25 Nov 2025
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“You shouldn’t worry at all, about me.” His lover tells him. “We all survived Red October, we’ll survive to the end of the world.”
Through motel rooms and sailor’s bars, a life together.
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A Life With Choices by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
23 Jun 2025
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Lives are about choices, and Marko Ramius must confess that he has made both wise and unwise decisions, in the past. But the choices that led him to America, and into the arms of his American lover, were all the right ones.
“You’re going to fuck up my life, Mark.”
“More than you can ever know.”
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(You're Getting to Be) A Habit With Me by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
21 Mar 2025
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Marko Ramius does not believe he will ever get used to living in America, or among Americans. But he does come to know one American well, comes to know him, understand him, and love him.
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My Love, Goodbye by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
01 Feb 2025
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And he remembers learning English, and all of the words, all of the expressions that he never thought he would use, all of the words he has wished, in this new life, that he could more easily remember. He tries to recall all of the strange, unfamiliar words which he had never thought he would use. He had loved her as he had learned foreign languages, applied every word to her, to them, and not ever dreamed of this, of using these strange, lovely words with another person. And yet here he is. Here they are.