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He doesn’t look at Dazai when he asks, quiet and unsure, “am I a bad person?”
Dazai doesn’t miss a beat. “That’s a very subjective question. By whose standards?”
Chuuya isn’t sure why he expected a straight answer from the guy. He runs a hand through his hair, then shrugs. “I don’t know, bastard. Everyone’s?”
“Not how it works,” Dazai states, like Chuuya’s stupid for even suggesting that.
Or: Chuuya ponders about his morality and how it's apparently changed. Dazai helps. Kind of.
SKKtober 2024 Day 3: Port Mafia! SKK
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- Part 3 of ray's skktober 2024
- Part 11 of twin dark executives (ray's version)
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27 Oct 2025
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you are alive and i mourn you anyway by arwasmeowing
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Dec 2024
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“Dazai, what the fuck is this?”
Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.
The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.
The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.
Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.
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In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.
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- Part 2 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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21 Sep 2025
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It Won't Shut Up (Unless I'm With You) by YourlocalNBMess
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jan 2023
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Chuuya never has a moment of silence as Arahabaki loves to scream when he doesn't have control. They get especially bad, and when he can't handle it anymore, Chuuya runs to the Armed Detective Agency To find Dazai.
Or; Chuuya suffers because of Arahabaki and run to Dazai while he's working because he cant handle the pain anymore. ADA is very confused,
Oror; Dazai is the only one who can make Arahabaki shut the fuck up, and protects Chuuya at his most vulnerable.
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01 Aug 2025
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the demons inside you (always linger too close) by DeviBlue
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jun 2022
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“You can’t live alone right now, Dazai.”
“Yes, I can.” His voice was nothing more than a feeble mumble. To accept help was to admit weakness, and Dazai Osamu was not weak. He couldn’t be, not with the life he lived.
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Dazai's depression is consuming him, and he refuses to accept the help he knows he needs.
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A standalone prologue of "the demons inside me (never stray too far)."
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30 Jul 2025
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You crumble in my arms (and suddenly I hold the weight of the world) by DeviBlue
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Mar 2022
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Post Corruption patch-ups were both the best and worst. For one, Chuuya couldn’t fight Dazai because of his extreme fatigue and aching body, but on the other hand, Chuuya felt more vulnerable which only fed into the panic.
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Chuuya has medical trauma, and Dazai has to patch him up.
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30 Jul 2025