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when sleep deprivation caused by nightmares, never ending thoughts and a headache that doesn't seem like leaving cause zoey to get hurt during a failed solo hunt that her friends were never alerted too, she decides to hide her injury to keep the failed sealing quiet, but it only causes things to get worse. she misses a guest performance last minute leaving rumi and mira to perform as a duo, which is loved by everyone, with zoey catching strays by fans, and the guilt from everything consumes her, giving her nightmares more ammo. but over the next few days, zoey refuses to find comfort with her bandmates, instead favouriting to keep everything a secret and unwillingly finding comfort in her thoughts which only leads to self destruction, causing zoey to explode when her commitment is questioned, with actions and words she coudn't take back, everything between her and them was broken, and zoey didn't seem to care.
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Zoey always admired her bandmates greatly. Rumi and Mira were so incredible, it seemed obvious when they started dating.
Zoey watched with longing in her heart. Rumi would kiss Mira and she would kiss back.
Zoey would watch.
She loved them too. She wanted to be with them too. Not one or the other, but both.
That's when the petals started to come. Coughed up with blood.
All she wanted was to be held by Rumi, kissed on the forehead by Mira, kept safely in their arms. But she was sure she was doomed to die, to succumb to her fate. It's what she deserved, in her opinion.
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hanahaki au with Zoey as my victim - this will have a very ambiguous ending, as in, there will be multiple endings. The one's that's true is up to preference and perspective...
Side Note/ first fic I've ever written, so keep that in mind when reading
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Now Mira stood outside Zoey’s door, heart tapping a frantic rhythm under her ribs. The hallway felt too quiet. Every creak of the floor echoed like it might be footsteps—but it never was.
She knocked, light but clear. “Zo?”
No answer.
She hesitated, then knocked again. “Zoey?” Her voice cracked a little on the full name.
Still nothing.
Her hand stayed on the door longer this time, like maybe Zoey could feel it. Like maybe that would be enough.
“I didn’t mean what I said like that,” she said softly. “I mean—I meant the words, yeah. But not like that. Not to make you feel like you were too much.”
Her voice faltered.
“I was frustrated. Not with you. Just… with how you kept saying you were fine. And I know that’s what you do, but—” she exhaled, her forehead pressing lightly against the door. “You don’t have to pretend with us. With me.”
She knocked once more, more tentative this time. “Zoey…?”
Silence.
Her hand dropped to her side, guilt crashing back down like a wave.
“…Yeah,” she muttered. “I deserve that.”
or.
Zoey gets sick, tries to hide it, and convinces herself that Mira and Rumi have enough to deal with—without being a burden, too.
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06 Jul 2025
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You are Gwi-Ma's creation, destined to become a weapon for the demon lord, a fact hidden from you as you are raised by Celine who views you as a means to an end. You were raised and trained in isolation, remaining obedient over the years as you hope to get strong enough to kill Gwi-Ma and earn her approval.
Nothing changes until Celine decides to allow you to get close to the girls as their producer, working behind the scenes to ease the workload they'll have as idols. It is here you form bonds that were never meant to be formed, yet you keep them at arms length, fearful of how you may lose them should the truth come to light.
With the appearance of a demon boy band you're forced to acknowledge secrets that may have been better off buried.
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Inspired by a fanart where Mira and Zoey's first kiss happens in the bathhouse.
(Fanart linked in notes.)
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- Part 3 of ♦️ kpdh rarepairs ♦️
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30 Jun 2025