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"Eddie slightly tilts his head to take a better look at Buck. The afternoon sun brings out the gold of his unruly, tangled curls that land tenderly on his forehead. Eddie's gaze gently lowers to that of Buck's lips, and while Eddie cannot see the birthmark from where he is sitting right now, he knows they are the same shade of crimson."
or: Eddie has a very bad case of a headache. So Buck, being the bestest friend of Eddie that he is, takes him to the ophthalmologist. Eddie's day (and possibly his whole life) falls apart.
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The tiniest ficlet I wrote on company time. Hope you guys like it!
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Eddie & Buck (mostly Buck) eat ice cream. But as usual, they are not normal about it
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Buck’s jaw clenches. “This isn’t you.”
Eddie’s smile turns mean, borderline unrecognizable even to himself. Buck is right, this isn’t him. It doesn’t even sound like his voice. But he’s exhausted. He’s hurt. And he’s done pretending there’s a way out of this that doesn’t involve blood in the water—they’re too far gone for that.
This wasn’t the plan, but he doesn’t pull back from the fight. He doubles down, clinging to the belief that devastation is better than emptiness, that being hated is better than being erased.
“Funny,” Eddie says softly. “Is that what you tell yourself when you fuck anyone who’ll have you? That it doesn’t mean anything? That it’s easier than admitting you’re trying not to think about me?”
Or,
Eddie figures his shit out. Eventually.
An Eddie Diaz character study, if you will.Series
- Part 2 of a coward's first taste of courage
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07 Jan 2026
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“Look at you,” Eddie murmured into Buck’s ear, reaching around as his thumbs brushed over the lace-covered nipples, sending pleasant shivers through Buck’s body. “Look at how pretty you are, sitting on my lap, stretched out and open.”
When Eddie shows up unannounced at Buck’s loft and sees a side of him meant to stay hidden, he makes it his mission to give Buck back his confidence and show him just how pretty and good he really is.
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- Part 1 of Short Buddie Smut Fics
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31 Dec 2025
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Buck thinks he can bring good luck through sex. Eddie is having a really, really bad year.
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30 Dec 2025
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Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter.
For the second time, the 118 must weather a loss that cannot be undone.Or
Another amnesia fic no one asked for
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29 Dec 2025
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The crowd is denser than when they first got here, the music is loud, and Eddie feels old. Well, not old, exactly, but a little out of his element.
When the hell did that happen?
To be fair, it’s been a couple years since he’s been out like this. Not that he’s ever really been out like this before—with the sole intention to get laid. But he can't see himself getting on the apps like Buck and Ravi, so his only option is in person. Which brings them here. Tonight.
Maybe he should have gotten them a round of shots, too, just to take the edge off a bit.
A night out doesn't go to plan, leaving Eddie frustrated but not understanding why.
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28 Dec 2025