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    Who is the beautiful angel with you and can I have his number I’m being so deadly serious right now

     

    The note – travelled to them on Jake’s plate, but referring to someone with Jake, not Jake himself – was about Jungwon. That much was clear to him. What he didn’t know is who sent it, because Jake is trying to tell him, but his ears have suddenly started ringing. The cook, he sees Jake mouth, and then he’s slapping the note back onto the table like he was squashing a bug, sliding it over so Jake can read it and confirm that it said what he thought it did.

    He’s blushing. He’s not sure he’s ever blushed in his life. Jungwon – by nature, but also by strict rule – doesn’t do that.

    or, where Jungwon gets a glimpse of the kind of love he's used to running away from, and wonders if he's safe to stand still for once.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Jaeyun tilts his head a bit, looking suddenly almost puppy-like, cute and wide-eyed and innocent, and – this is bad. Very bad. Heeseung should probably retreat and start pushing his truck out of their driveway and continue on until he reaches the next state over, no matter how long it takes or how it will inevitably lead to him collapsing from exhaustion twenty minutes in.

    At least he’d be somewhere that Jaeyun is not, and he’d surely be better off for it.

    “I asked if you’re a new volunteer,” Jaeyun repeats, and even his voice is pretty, his accent strong and thick, with a slight lisp that Heeseung manages to find simultaneously endearing and enticing. “For the church?”

    Or, when Heeseung’s truck breaks down outside of a pastor’s house in the midst of a cross-country road trip that was supposed to give him a fresh start, he meets Jake, who’s in desperate need of a ride to a fresh start of his own. It’s a match made in – well, not in heaven. But something close to it.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    They’d never exchanged words beyond sorry, my son likes to talk and it’s okay, I do too, but then Hot Single Dad had given him a smile – all big teeth and crinkled eyes – and that was enough for him to become a regular cast member in Jake’s fantasies.

    It wasn’t purely carnal desire, though. Jake genuinely felt an urge to get to know him – both of them, truthfully. Riki seems like a sweet kid, and his father seems nice, and he’d met so few people since he moved back to the city. Jake often finds himself wondering if he should call his grandmother for her banana bread recipe and knock on their door with a fresh batch in hand and see if they were interested in getting to know him, too.

    He’s pretty sure there’s black mold in his walls – that’s what he tells himself to excuse the level of delusion he’s reached. He’s having black mold poisoning induced psychosis, but it’s fine, everything is fine.

    Or, where Jake gets a glimpse of the kind of family he'd always wished for, and wonders if maybe, just maybe, they'd been wishing for him, too.

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    30 Jun 2025

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    “Sanguivoriphobia.”

    “Oh, dude,” Riki’s face stretches into a grimace. “He’s terminally ill?”

    Sunghoon throws his hands in the air. “It’s the fear of vampires, idiot! He’s scared of vampires!”

    Jay coughs into his drink, trying desperately to cover up his laugh. It doesn’t work.

    “Your crush is scared of you!” Riki laughs outright, clutching his stomach. “Dude, that’s hilarious!”

    Sunghoon wants to throw his friends into the sun.

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    (Sunghoon would love to confess to his longtime crush Jake Sim— he just has to convince said boy to stop running away from him, first.)

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    18 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Is a kiss really all that you’re seeking to make you feel good about yourself?”

    Both of Jungwon’s hands are on both sides of Jay’s head, planted firmly on the wall behind. “I wasn’t going to do this before but I’ve changed my mind: You’re eager to get that kiss so you won’t stress so much about it later, right? And what better way is there than to give your first kiss away to someone you know and trust?”

    Jungwon’s willing to do this much for him? How could Jay not fall deeper?

    (Or: The five phases Jay goes through during his senior year of trying to build himself into someone he isn’t + the one instance he finally realizes he’s perfect the way he is).

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    19 Feb 2025

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