Recent works
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you say im in love by soughtflowers
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Mar 2022
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“When I think of my life, this isn’t exactly what I imagined.” Shen Yuan sighs dejectedly.
“There are many things we must compromise for in life.” Luo Binghe begins, stepping closer into Shen Yuan’s space. He’s cornered Shen Yuan now, crowding him bodily into the balcony railing— “It is simply the way life works. Even the greatest emperors wrought success by compromising with those around them.” It feels like his voice has dropped an octave, soft and gravely as he leans ever closer, but Shen Yuan’s not really in his right mind right now so maybe he’s imagining it. And maybe, just maybe, the way his eyes are so intense draw Shen Yuan in just right; light a heat so intense within him Shen Yuan feels like he might suffocate. He really just might, if Luo Binghe doesn’t back away right now, if he himself doesn’t back away right now— “But one’s happiness shouldn’t be up for compromise. Maybe Shen Yuan should consider—” His large arms cage Shen Yuan in against the balcony and now Luo Binghe is staring at his— oh, his lips — “A better option.”
Or:
Shen Yuan gets engaged, has a gay crisis about a strangely intense man he barely knows, and discovers maybe he's not ready for marriage- all in that order.
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within dreams (you fall) by soughtflowers
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
09 Feb 2022
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“Shizun.”
If Shen Yuan was a woman, or any less of a straight man really, he’d be swooning. The way this man's voice rings into the empty hospital room sends literal shivers down his spine! But Shen Yuan is one hundred percent heterosexual, in spite of his brother's vehement denial of this. This man was just …. Beautiful, in an unreal sort of way. The way he managed to look so ethereal under the harsh hospital lights is beyond Shen Yuan. Was this man some kind of super model? How is he even real?
The model-not-real-man takes another step towards the bedridden Shen Yuan. He's caught between literally pissing his pants, having a heart attack, and cursing at how long the stranger’s eyelashes are. How is it even possible that he looks so pretty yet scary at the same time?!
“Shizun looks … different.”
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Or: Shen Yuan is a chronically ill shut in with constant sleep paralysis episodes. But this time, his brain has conjured up the saddest excuse of a hallucination- his guilty pleasure and favorite web novel character, the infamous Luo Binghe.

