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“I ever tell you ‘bout the time Mike jumped off this cliff to save me?”
“What?” Steve breathes, his footsteps stopping short. Just out of arm’s reach.
“It was that week Will was missing… Troy Walsh and James Dante came after us. Chased us through the woods. We’d just reached the quarry when Troy grabbed me and put a knife to my neck.”
Behind him, Steve inhales sharply, but stays silent.
“Said if Mike didn’t jump he’d cut me. And I begged him not to.”
Dustin palms at his eyes, trying to stave off the tears that threaten to spill over like waterfalls into the drained quarry.
“Asshole didn’t listen."
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slipping through my fingers by soup_pdf
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
04 Aug 2024
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He moves to take a seat next to Pony and rests a hand on the back of his neck, “What’s goin’ on, kid?”
Pony glances down at the half finished sheet of paper in front of him before looking back up and muttering, “Homework.”
Darry raises an eyebrow, “Didn’t you already finish your work for tonight? I checked it all earlier.”
At this, Pony at least has the decency to look a bit sheepish as he tries to hide from his brother’s stern gaze. “I, uh,” he clears his throat, “I’m sorry, I just forgot to do this one…”
Pony bites his lip, and Darry feels his stomach clench as he notices the tears pooling in his brother’s eyes. He shifts his hand down to squeeze Pony’s shoulder, “Well you can finish it in the morning, okay? C’mon, let’s get you back to bed.”
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for the last month, Darry could feel Pony slipping away—further and further away from them. He just hopes he can pull him back in before it's too late... -
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Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
21 Jun 2024
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“Could you do me a favor, Dar?”
His brother looks up and Soda meets his gaze, “Just go easy on him, please? He’s trying.”
Darry looks at him with an unreadable expression that makes Soda feel almost bad. He knows how guilty Darry’s felt since the night Pony ran away. He’s about to backtrack—tell Darry to just forget he said anything, when his brother sighs and looks away, “I’m not startin’ a fight with him, Sodapop. Not over this. This ain’t on him.”
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It's the night after the rumble. Johnny and Dallas are gone. The elder Curtis brother's are trying to pick up some of the pieces. But some wounds are deeper than we expect.
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after the rain by soup_pdf
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
31 Jan 2023
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Peter thought the past didn’t matter. He and his brother Harley were out and braving the world together, and he had some cool new powers. Nothing could touch him, not ever again.
But then Tony Stark - the Tony Stark - enters his little world, and suddenly there’s more to life than just the neighborhood.
And there’s more to Peter than his present.
As hard as he tries to patch the leaks in his mind, the past continues to pour down on him. But maybe, just maybe, with Harley and Tony by his side, things could get better.
Because after the rain comes the sun.
Or in which Peter and Harley met in foster care, quickly became brothers, ran away, and were finally getting used to life when in walks Tony Stark.
*story/chapter titles from After the Rain by Nick Wilson*Series
- Part 1 of what i did for love
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Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
28 Jan 2024
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“I don’t want to see him again,” he says, hoping that leading with the part he knows Ted probably won’t have an issue with might make the next bit less difficult, “and I know you didn’t say that I should, but I also don’t… I tried, and I don’t want to forgive him neither. And that one you did say I should do, and I know you said it was for me and not for him, but it still feels like- like saying nothing he did mattered."
Jamie takes Ted's advice to heart - he forgives. Or he tries to. But it doesn't make things better. It doesn't free him from anything, and the text he sent his father makes everything so much worse, even though it hasn't been answered yet. When Jamie reaches his breaking point, he goes through a series of three conversations, seeking help determining whether something is wrong with him, whether it's okay to not forgive, and whether it's okay to decide that he's done trying.
(post 3x11 'mom city', dealing with... all that. gen.)
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Jamie thought he was rebuilding a relationship with his father. He thought he would be fine when James Tartt Sr was back out into the world as a free sober man. Jamie was wrong on all counts.
Now Jamie can't sleep no matter what he tries and why is Roy being so goddamn nice to him all of a sudden?Jamie explores his relationship with his father and his relationship with his Roy all while trying to hold onto his own sanity
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The energy of the room shifts suddenly as Jamie’s eyes widen. It’s as though he’s just waking up, looking around quickly to get his bearings straight- as if he doesn’t remember coming to Roy’s house at all. Maybe he doesn’t. When his startled expression finally lands on Roy just off to the side, Jamie’s eyebrows raise even though his shoulders relax. He looks down at the bath again.
“What’s this?” Jamie asks as he combs a hand through the beer head of bubbles on top of the water.
“A bubble bath,” Roy says gruffly. He stares straight forward at the open-faced cabinet in front of him that has piles of fresh black towels on each shelf.
A pause. “You put me in a bubble bath?”
or the one where roy and jamie have a run in with tarrt senior and roy has no idea what he's doing even though he's trying really hard
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03 Apr 2026
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In the aftermath of the match against Manchester City, Ted, Roy, and Jamie struggle with demons shared and separate.
Then Beard’s here, then his dad is gone, just the gunshot crack of the door to herald their departure. He’d wince at the sound, but his muscles have turned to lead. And Jamie’s here, the only person in this room, the spotlight on him casting everyone else in shadow. He knows they’re out there somewhere, audience to a Greek fucking tragedy, and maybe when this is over they’ll realize they should be applauding.
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02 Apr 2026
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"Jamie’s fairly certain at this point that it is the natural order of things: you have to go out and drag joy home by the ear if you want any. So, he’s got no problem with that, he never did really. It’s just, well, it’s been increasingly difficult to do that. Or to feel anything other than… He’s not entirely sure what to call the weight pressing down on his chest when he sits in the locker room before training, but it’s that. All the time. And it is fucking Zava’s fault."
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The evening before Richmond's last training for the Boxing Day fixture, Jamie feels so alone that he decides to go and buy a Christmas tree for the first time in his life. He gets in a car accident on his way there.
He's not sure how he could have alerted anyone of that fact with his phone gone and probably broken to pieces, but people seem weirdly mad about it. Jamie's convinced that's also Zava's fault.
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