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Birdie’s House by netherfeildren
Fandom The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
28 Sep 2023
- Words:
- 81,803
- Works:
- 5
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- 66
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06 Sep 2025
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Fear of God by netherfeildren
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
18 May 2023
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What was monstrousness? What was it, but a certainty that there existed within you multitudes of desires, needs, guilts, impulses – humanity? At the end of the world, when the dust has finally settled, Joel grapples with what it is to take hold of your own monstrosity – your own humanity – and live with it. And what it is to bear that truth in the palm of your hand held towards the person you love, offer it to them, and have it be accepted for what it was. Courage, above all else, it is courage that is necessary to go on.
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Big bad Joel Miller falls in love and doesn't know how to deal with it.
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- Part 1 of Birdie’s House
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,914
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 335
- Kudos:
- 1,193
- Bookmarks:
- 395
- Hits:
- 57,772
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05 Sep 2025
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a stranger's heart without a home by MorningStarJoy
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
28 Jun 2023
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After leaving the Fireflies, you ended up in the settlement of Jackson with Tommy, unwilling to part with the only friend you had left. You were even able to carve somewhat of a life out for yourself after a few years.
Until Tommy's older brother shows up. You think Joel Miller is gruff and rude, and you're pretty sure he doesn't have a fond opinion of you either. That doesn't stop the attraction you feel for each other, but he's gone in a day. You settle back into a routine, thinking you'll never see him again.
Then Joel returns a few months later, and screws up everything about the comfortable life you had established in Jackson.
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- Part 1 of ASHWAH
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 219,732
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 1,106
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- 3,834
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- 1,179
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- 171,276
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
03 Aug 2025
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Newly settled into Jackson City, you’re assigned to patrol duty with Joel Miller; a man of rough edges and cool appraisals. His story is buried deep beneath scars of loss while you hide your own grief behind flour-dusted hands and the desperate hope of belonging. What begins as forced proximity slowly shifts into something fragile and all-consuming. But as the past creeps forward through old wounds and the ever-present threat of raiders, your feelings for one another become both a sanctuary and a liability. In a world already broken, where there is already so much to lose, can you let yourself love Joel Miller?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 372,296
- Chapters:
- 53/53
- Comments:
- 1,780
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- 5,443
- Bookmarks:
- 1,552
- Hits:
- 308,512
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29 May 2025
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Healed by WhoCaresStillTheLouvre
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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After Joel's suffering at the hands of Abby, he survives. You, once a doctor, and now a new resident of Jackson, are tasked with healing him, bringing him back to life in more ways than one.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 159,800
- Chapters:
- 28/?
- Comments:
- 366
- Kudos:
- 1,053
- Bookmarks:
- 205
- Hits:
- 37,622
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
25 May 2025
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“Joel—are you su—”
“Let’s go.”
A few hours ago, you were sitting in a freezing police station with no phone, no money, and a record waiting to happen. Then Joel Miller—daddy's long time friend—walked in, spoke six words to the cop, and took you home like you already belonged to him.
Now you’re in his house. Wearing his shirts. Sleeping in his spare room. He buys you a brand new phone, stocks the fridge with things he knows you like, leaves cash on the counter like it’s nothing.
In which Joel Miller ends up being your sugar daddy who absolutely ruins you.
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
22 May 2025
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one thing i'm missing by joelscruff
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
17 Apr 2023
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You don't, under absolutely any circumstances, talk about it.
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You and Joel accidentally end up falling asleep together, and what follows is the beginning of a quiet and tender relationship neither of you saw coming.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,180
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 102
- Kudos:
- 1,859
- Bookmarks:
- 416
- Hits:
- 39,271
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16 May 2025
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Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
15 May 2025
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When Joel is left gravely injured after his confrontation with Abby, you stay by his side, speaking into the silence, desperately clinging to hope. When Tommy and Ellie leave Jackson in search of vengeance, you're left behind to tend to the man you love and hold together the pieces of a life that seems to be unravelling before you.
But when Joel finally wakes, he’s not the same. And neither are you. The road to healing is slow and unsteady, marked by reopened wounds, unspoken guilt, and the growing distance between you. Love remains, but is it enough?Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
15 May 2025
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i'll count your every kiss as a victory by loveleee
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
15 Dec 2013
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It’s a new national holiday, Plutarch explains. Victory Day. The day after the bombs went off.
Katniss & Peeta in the world that’s post-everything: post-war, post-hijacking, post-Prim.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,817
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 35
- Kudos:
- 1,423
- Bookmarks:
- 278
- Hits:
- 16,497
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18 Apr 2023
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Good Again by titania522
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)
02 Dec 2014
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"The sun was rising, fingers of glorious orange, red and yellow crawling across the sky. The window appeared as a frame around a picture, dawn’s ascent bursting from the folds of a delicate skirt the color of burnt copper. I sighed and turned back to Peeta, holding his hand against my cheek." After all they have experienced, Katniss and Peeta realize that things can be good again.
*Winner of the Everlark Smut Awards for Best Shower Scene and Second Place for Best Mockingjay Smut*
Winner for Best Growing Together Fic - Nighlockrecs Reader's Choice Awards
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 248,758
- Chapters:
- 48/48
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,012
- Kudos:
- 3,713
- Bookmarks:
- 1,305
- Hits:
- 331,075
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14 Apr 2023
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The Hurting/The Healing by coolusrname_69
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, The Hunger Games (Movies)
24 Jan 2023
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author puts Peeta through it and scares the hell out of Katniss in the process, but don't worry author also makes them kiss each others scars and worship each other so fucking much. they're so in love your honor. it's gross. i love them.
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
14 Apr 2023
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Mystery Work
Part of yeahbyelolers
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
14 Apr 2023
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Loving Her Was Easier Than Anything I’ll Ever Do Again by endlessnightlock (Endlessnightlock)
Fandoms: The Hunger Games (Movies), Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
08 Aug 2021
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Peeta asks Katniss for one last trip to the roof.
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14 Apr 2023
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15 Jul 2019
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The Sleep Schedule by Calmforwinter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Winter Soldier (Comics), the winter soldier - Fandom, Captain America the Winter Soldier
26 Aug 2015
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Shameless smut and feels. Based off this request from my tumblr 'calmforwinter',
Bucky x Reader where Bucky finally gets tired of the reader’s insomnia and decides to finally make it his mission to get her on a regular sleep schedule by wearing her out every night?
*'That’s it doll, I’m putting you on a sleep schedule whether you like it or not, I can’t take this every night, even super soldiers need their sleep’ He huffed. The voice came from close behind you and you smiled, knowing you had him conquered. Dragging you by your hips from your cleaning spot. He bent down, turned you over and slung you effortlessly over your shoulder.*
Bucky takes it upon himself to cure his girls insomnia in the only way he knows how.
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
24 Jun 2019
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The Sleep Schedule by Calmforwinter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Winter Soldier (Comics), the winter soldier - Fandom, Captain America the Winter Soldier
26 Aug 2015
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Shameless smut and feels. Based off this request from my tumblr 'calmforwinter',
Bucky x Reader where Bucky finally gets tired of the reader’s insomnia and decides to finally make it his mission to get her on a regular sleep schedule by wearing her out every night?
*'That’s it doll, I’m putting you on a sleep schedule whether you like it or not, I can’t take this every night, even super soldiers need their sleep’ He huffed. The voice came from close behind you and you smiled, knowing you had him conquered. Dragging you by your hips from your cleaning spot. He bent down, turned you over and slung you effortlessly over your shoulder.*
Bucky takes it upon himself to cure his girls insomnia in the only way he knows how.
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
24 Jun 2019
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On Your Knees, Little girl. by old-WellDoneBeca (WellDoneBeca)
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
29 Jun 2017
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Every Avenger holds some secrets. Yours just happens to be a bit more pink than normal.
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- Part 1 of On Your Knees
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,923
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 182
- Kudos:
- 2,470
- Bookmarks:
- 306
- Hits:
- 115,033
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23 Jun 2019
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On Your Knees, Little girl. by old-WellDoneBeca (WellDoneBeca)
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
29 Jun 2017
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Every Avenger holds some secrets. Yours just happens to be a bit more pink than normal.
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- Part 1 of On Your Knees
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,923
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 182
- Kudos:
- 2,470
- Bookmarks:
- 306
- Hits:
- 115,033
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
23 Jun 2019
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Step-dad Steve and Neighbor Bucky by left_twix
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
13 Jun 2019
- Words:
- 16,047
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 132
Bookmarked by spiderwitch17
18 Jun 2019