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it's a love song (we're gonna sing it again) by ninaxinej
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
21 Aug 2026
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This, too, has always been easy, in a way. Too easy. The kind of love that Dan, with his heart sewn on his sleeve, could never keep quiet. A blade—at his throat, his wrists, twisting in his gut—always sharp; refusing to dull, despite his best efforts; his worst fears. A love that pulses in his chest, that lurks behind his eyes, his smile, that curves his spine, that pushes and pulls the air from his lungs. A love that demands to be known.
Almost. If only Dan could make it there. He swallows, suddenly sick with wanting, terrified at the prospect of never getting to have that life, the one that’s supposed to have started already, that maybe should have started a long time ago. Loving loudly, like he’s always been prone to do, but without the notion of secrecy or consequence. Loving Phil, the way Phil has always deserved.
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Or: It's October 12th, 2025. Over and over and over again. Tomorrow is supposed to change everything—if Dan can figure out how to get there.
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22 Aug 2026
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Smudged Cat Whiskers by starsforpheal
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
08 Jul 2026
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The filming of PINOF1 - which doesn't exactly go as they had planned it to
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22 Aug 2026
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Midnight Strangers by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous)
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
20 May 2026
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The man hovering over him leaned back, releasing Grian completely. Cold night air rushed in to fill the void.
“I guess it’s out in the open now,” the stranger hummed. “Shame. I wanted to avoid this.”
With the additional glow occupying the space between them, Grian was finally able to catch features that were lost in the prior darkness. His curiosity outweighed all else, and he drank them in greedily. As soon as he saw who sat across from him, alarms blared in his mind.
This man wasn’t a civilian, wasn’t even a hero.
“Hello, Doctor,” the villain mused. “You were quite the help today.”
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Grian is a vet. After a chance encounter in the dead of night, during which he accidentally saves a villain from the brink of death, he suddenly finds himself entangled in a world beyond anything he could've ever imagined.
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19 Aug 2026
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safe space by red-string-of-phate (milo_greyby)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
27 Jan 2026
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Phil lounges on his back, laptop on his thighs playing the newest video from his favourite YouTuber. His grin is impossible to hide anytime he watches something new Dan has posted. He’s unbelievably proud of how far Dan’s come in the last few months of posting videos of his own, and this time is no different. Phil laughs at a quip and his phone begins ringing. His heart leaps into his throat – he hates phone calls.
It nearly stops when he sees who’s calling. He slams his laptop shut and presses the answer button.
“Dan?”
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14 Aug 2026
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You can almost see the strings by emo_axolotls
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
02 Sep 2026
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Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.
But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.
A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.
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10 Aug 2026