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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Dazai dares to chuckle a breathy laugh at Chuuya's pitiful display, he's met with a harsh slap to his cheek rather than continued stimulation. Leaning back just enough to watch the result of his punishment, Chuuya lets himself moan, craving the way Dazai used to look at him like pain was the greatest blessing he could've bestowed upon him. Now, the only thing behind Dazai's eyes is escape. It's not fair.

    Dazai whimpers at the sting, teary and traitorous, feeble and fickle. It's nauseating how he can act like Chuuya's nothing to him. Like everything they've been through—everything they shared—was nothing more than a mistake in his past he's erased along with everything else. If Chuuya's a mistake, he hopes he's a fucking stain. He hopes he's a gaping wound that never fully heals, an ugly scar, a branded stab wound. Chuuya hopes he's the ghost of devotion that haunts Dazai until his final breath, preferably at his own hands.

    Dazai's not allowed to forget him. Chuuya won't let him.

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    Chuuya being an obsessive pervert

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    31 Jul 2026

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    This is beautiful

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    It all starts with a single question from the last person he'd expect to be asking it.

    "Chuuya," Dazai sing-songs. "How did you know you wanted to be a guy?"

    All he can do is blink in shock.

    "Hah?"
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    Dazai struggles with finding herself over the course of a couple years. Chuuya, despite being transgender himself, remains entirely oblivious to his partner's desperate attempts at dropping hints.

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This made me cry it's so sickeningly sweet and adorable I cant take it ☹️

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    ‘Let’s go home,’ is something he wishes he could say but cannot. There is no place to return to for men such as themselves. They can only flee to some place far away, which can hardly be called a home.

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    Verlaine and Rimbaud are on the run after a successful mission.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Officially, black on white, Dazai Osamu is an alpha.
    That’s a fact nobody ever questioned, fom his presenting during his mafia days, until now, at the detective agency.
    And if everyone knows for sure that Dazai’s an alpha, everyone also knows that Nakahara Chuuya is an omega.
    Fiercy, strong, and deadly, but small and beautiful omega.

    This is the story of how the greatest lie of Soukoku’s life, blew up at the age of 23 years old for the two men.
    Rage, blood and chaos ensued seconds after.

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    20 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ohmygod

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    "And I don't think so, I know so."

    When Chuuya boldly claims he can leave Dazai satisfied in a way his frequent hook-ups could never do, the two childhood friends enter into an agreement that adds certain benefits to their friendship. Strictly no strings attached, of course. A good idea in theory, perhaps, were it not for the fact that both their strings have been secretly attached to each other for as long as they can remember.

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    23 Oct 2025