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    “The werewolf.” Sam says, quick. Hushed. Scared. “I don’t know how. I was—He was standing above you and then he wasn’t. And I think I did that.”

    Dean keeps whispering stuff to Sam, banal reassurances that Sam soaks up like a sponge, but he feels sick. Sammy did something impossible. Sammy’s been doing impossible things.

    For years.

    Or: Pre-Canon/Teen!chesters AU in which Sam develops powers at age eleven, Dean will do anything to protect him, and they have to live with the consequences

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    25 Jan 2025

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    holy SHIT i love this fic so much the writing was amazing and the plot was phenomenal and i have reread this way too many times to count at this point

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Dean has a wad of money hidden in his bag. It’s folded into a skin mag that he bought in Duluth, which itself is folded into a tube of socks. He calls it his Sammy Stash. Dad and Sam don’t know about it. It’s a stack of crumpled bills he’s earned through hustling at pool and hoarded from short-term jobs he’s worked, pressed flat as they can go to look as inconspicuous as possible. It’s for one very specific purpose, in the same way Dean’s entire life has had one very specific purpose.

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    25 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    I was fine and I was like oh this is sweet and then boom I'm dead you've killed me

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    The first time it happens, it’s an accident. Sam’s been poking around some of the dusty tomes in the bunker, tells himself his sudden curiosity has nothing to do with missing Dean. Staying up, researching until delirium sweeps him under. Sam could attribute it to any number of spells and incantations without the slightest clue of how to fix it back.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    i feel sick. this hurt so bad i actually feel like im gonna throw up. not like im gonna cry but just like damn this is so much worse than sad

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Loving you is so easy, that it frightens me. And every night, I wait for you. Longing for you to come home to me. While I sleep I stopped asking, how do I love you? But it became, how do I stop.”

    Izuku and Katsuki, married Wonder Duo, face a tough challenge when Katsuki is assigned a mission that requires him to cut off all communication with the outside world for several months. As incidents continue to escalate on Izuku's side, he is left with difficult choices to make that could impact his and Katsuki's future. The question remains whether Katsuki will return in time or it will be too late?

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    23 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    i haven't cried this hard in so fucking long