14 Works by sunflowill
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Hey,
I used to live in your house. I’m drunk in Seoul, and it’s the only address I know.
Happy Holidays.
Jisung.
Or: On the path that leads Jisung to try to navigate between his dreams and the ghost of a dead rock star father, he finds Minho.
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“For a moment, I really thought you forgot to tell me that you and Minho hyung were together.” Felix said after a moment of silence and Jisung stumbled in his steps.
“Together?” He asked, his gaze fixed on the ground, and Felix raised an eyebrow at his reaction.
“Yeah, together. Mated.”Mated. The word was enough to make Jisung blush and pale at the same time.
“We’re not.” He said, the words as sharp as a knife blade on his tongue - if Jisung kept them in his mouth too long, blood would start running down his jaw until it pooled on the floor.
Or: Jisung and Minho are True Mates, and that wouldn't be a problem, if it weren't for the silly, tiny line in their contract that specifies they're not allowed to have mates.
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“When I said we, I also meant you and me.” Megumi explained softly, because Yuji wasn't stupid, but Yuji wasn't in Megumi's head either. And in the brief period he had known Yuji between the time he swallowed a cursed artifact and the time the Shibuya drama happened, Megumi had learned one thing: Yuji needed to hear things clearly in order to understand them.
Raw facts, without embellishment, without implication.
Yuji never did subtlety, and didn't expect people to either.“Oh!” Yuji said and looked up at him so quickly that his neck cracked. “Oh.”
Or: After the victory against Sukuna, Megumi decides that it is time for him to steal (comatose but very much alive) Gojo and Yuji from the world and flee to a place where no one can ever find them. And in the process of healing their wounds, Yuji learns how to make honey.
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- Part 1 of The world we knew
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And that prospect should have been frightening - it should have been frightening, for Jaemin to be able to look deep within himself and see that despite his best efforts, there was indeed a monster lurking there.
This should have frightened Jisung, whose mind almost always brushed against his in a gentle reminder that he was never far away. But in the look that covered the entirety of Jaemin's being, in an attitude that bordered on concerned adoration and an understanding that went beyond what Jisung let on, he knew. Jaemin knew that between the two of them he wasn't capable of the worst.
Jisung was.Or : Love among Jedis was forbidden, but Jaemin isn't very good at following this principle.
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Ciel had learned nothing escaped Sebastian's attention. Absolutely nothing. From each of his breaths, each beat of his mortal heart, to the slightest movement of his body. It was impossible for him to miss Ciel's fingers curling into his palm and his short intake of breath behind the coldness of his gaze. And for a long time, everything had always been a question of appearance between them: the game they played in broad daylight, willfully ignoring that Ciel had been just a child wearing an adult's costume who had shoulders strong enough to withstand everything the world had done to him. Not showing weakness in front of others, only giving in front of Sebastian when the lights were out - pretending if he couldn't see his surroundings, perhaps Sebastian could also pretend he wasn't able to perceive the fractured dams that threatened to burst and spill his blood on the floor.
And then, Germany.Or: Sebastian makes good use of their infiltration mission into a religious school to let Ciel navigate between his feelings and his positioning vis-à-vis God.
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Jaemin was beaming like it was the happiest day of his life. His eyes shone with a softness that Jisung liked to believe was only for him and when he grabbed Jisung’s hands in front of the altar and his smile widened a little more, it wasn't hard to believe that all of this was real – it wasn't hard to forget that all of this was fake.
It was not hard to imagine that their friends – members of a surrogate family they had not chosen but which functioned relatively well – were really present in this chapel to celebrate their union, and not to create a memory that they could laugh at later.Do you remember the night Jaemin and Jisung got married in Las Vegas ?
Or : Haechan isn't known for his brilliant ideas, and his latest might end in disaster
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Sublime et Silence by cruelbbh (sunflowill) for dekuism
Fandoms: NCT (Band), Aespa (Band)
24 Oct 2022
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Jaemin had been raised to be a good omega - for his manners to be elegant, for his speech to be of the finest, for his skin to be as soft as the most expensive silks of the eastern bands.
No one had prepared him to murder a man, his future husband, his future alpha.Or : According to the traditions of the society, Jaemin's sent to the convent after being introduced as an omega, with the intention of leaving it only for his marriage.
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“Be careful.” Jisung said, as low as a whisper, and if Jaemin hadn't been so close and attentive, he probably wouldn't have heard him.
“I have nothing to fear if you’re there to have my back.” Jaemin smiled, and sometimes, only sometimes, Jisung thought that the day Jaemin won't have the strength to smile at him like that anymore, would be the day he will have to quit this job for good.And maybe Jisung would even give it up with him.
Or : Jisung et Jaemin both works the Behavioral Analysis Unit of Seoul's police, and between serial killers and terrorist threats, they try to heal together.
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“We are all servants of someone.” The dragon replied and in a gesture that was in no way human he advanced his face until sinking his teeth gently on the line of Jaemin's jaw. “You should be aware of it more than anyone else.”
And Jaemin couldn't think, couldn't breathe - because he had felt Jisung's menacing teeth sink into his skin, with a gentleness that could never have hurt him seriously, but was enough to make his heart pounce into his chest.
Or : Every night, Jaemin tells Jisung a new story to live one more day, until the day he doesn't need to do that anymore.
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“I was in love with you too, Jaemin.”
I still am. He didn't add - because nothing good could come of this situation. Jisung didn't even know where all this was going to take them : Jaemin was getting married, and yet he was stuck in an elevator talking about the past and his old feelings for Jisung.
And when Jaemin looked back to Jisung again, his eyes were bright as if he was about to cry ; mourn the loss of something that never really existed, because they failed to show courage.Or : Jisung always knew he didn't have the courage to fight for the things he really wanted, and if because of that he’s to be doomed to watch Jeno ask Jaemin to marry him, then he can only blame himself.
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Jisung didn't want Jaemin to leave - the very thought of Jaemin leaving his apartment while Jisung was going through the worst part of his cycle made him want to tighten his hold on the alpha so Jaemin could never leave him. But it also aroused instincts in him that Jisung didn't even know he really had : if Jaemin left, it would make him feel like Jisung didn't please him. And Jisung wanted to please him ; he wanted to be an omega that Jaemin might want to keep.
Or: Jisung always thought there was something broken about him, until Jaemin.
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“You're not in love with me, are you ?” Jeno had asked him one summer evening, when he had stopped the car in front of Jaemin's house.
And Jaemin had just turned nineteen, he and Jeno had been dating since they were fifteen and yet it was the feel of Jisung's lips against his own that Jaemin could still feel.
Or : Jaemin and Jisung aren't soulmates, no matter how much Jaemin wishes they were.
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Jaemin wasn't used to being ignored that way. He used to feel the eager and envious looks of other people on him ; he had accommodated himself to being worshiped , to receiving the sweetest attentions and the most tempting words coated in honey until people hoped to come to their end with him.
Jaemin was used to it all, from people who didn't matter - from an anonymous face with fuzzy features as soon as he closed the door to his house.
He was definitely not used to being ignored by someone who had suddenly piqued his curiosity.
Or : To pay for his medical studies Jaemin accepts a job in a casino and Jisung is the cataclysm he didn't predict in his life.
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“It’s just -.” Jisung tried to explain without finding a good word in his vocabulary to explain why Jaemin was entering a different box in his mind, a category where only Jaemin could be.
“He’s different ?” Chenle proposed with a sigh after a few seconds of silence.He’s everything. Jisung doesn’t say.
Or : Jisung isn’t good with words and emotions but he’s good at drawing, and somewhere in the middle he realizes the word baby can mean different things.