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Dean is alone. Heartbroken. Trying desperately to hold himself together. But he's slipping.
Castiel wakes in The Empty. He needs to get back. Whatever the cost.
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- Part 1 of I Want You, I Need You, I Love You
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03 Nov 2025
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Dean’s jaw clenches and he stands his ground. “Say it again,” he says because he needs to know if what Cas said before was true and real and not something his mind made up. He's done that before, and the truth hurt more than what he made himself believe. He doesn't want this time to hurt but braces himself for it all the same. Because really, when is he ever allowed to be happy?
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After Jack pulls Cas from the Empty he heads home. To the Bunker. To Dean.
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19 Aug 2024
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“Even now, when I look at you and see myself. Even now, when you and I have begun to blur, I don’t think I’ll ever have enough of you.”
For the first time since Will spoke, Hannibal blinks.
“And when I have no more to give?”
“Then I suppose we’ll truly be one.”
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Will Graham isn't like most alphas. Hannibal Lecter isn't like most omegas. A beta society isn't equipped to handle either of them. Together, they're its worst nightmare.
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- Part 2 of Infinity
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09 Aug 2024
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It's been nearly three years since Dean lost Cas. What was supposed to be a lonely bite to eat after a routine hunt in a backwater town in Alabama turns into a night with a man who reminds him so much of Cas it's uncanny. It's a bad idea, but one night can't hurt too much, can it?
It can if Jack shows up after the man is gone to tell him it was Cas the whole time.
Cue the best and worst year of Dean Winchester's life: Trying to keep Cas in his, but never sure if he's doing the right thing. Running away and coming back on a loop that has to stop somewhere.
Written for DeanCas Bang (Taylor’s Version) 2022 / Song: The Last Time by Taylor Swift
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04 Feb 2024
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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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27 Dec 2023