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The words, raw and honest, are a punch to Minho’s gut.
He already knew that. Minho already knew how deep Jisung’s hurt ran. But—foolishly—he thought that this past year they spent together mended at least some of the broken parts. That he was slowly gaining Jisung’s trust again. Things were good. Too good to be true.
(Or, in the aftermath of an email Jisung never should have seen, Minho finally talks about what it was like when he left.)
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- Part 2 of (my heart) yours to break
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19 Feb 2026
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“But seriously, though— go get a library card.”
Jisung laughed it off but, after ending the call, found himself lying on his bed, pinching at the seams of his comforter and staring at the ceiling. Felix’s suggestion looped through his mind. Why not get a library card? It was practical, right? Plus, it wasn’t like he was trying to hit on the front-desk-man or anything. Just... curious. Yep, precisely.
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Jisung really hadn’t expected his sudden crush on a librarian to come with a set of rules, a decade-and-a-half age gap, and a damn good poker face. Regardless, he was determined to turn their borrowed time into something more— even if it meant disrupting Minho’s carefully organized life.- Language:
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03 Dec 2025
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“Why did you do it?” Minho’s voice almost gets carried away by the wind like a stray leaf, one Jisung would step on and be greeted with the dissatisfying lack of a crunch.
Jisung doesn’t need to ask what “it” is. Why did he leave without saying goodbye, why did he let what happened happen without the consequences, why did he let Minho feel the way he felt, and why did Jisung not allow himself the same luxury?
It's the same answer Jisung has as to why he’s anxious and sad sometimes; he just is. He just did it. But he didn’t. It was more.
“I don’t know,” Jisung says. It’s easier to lie.
(OR: When an interaction between rockstar Han Jisung and pop prince Lee Minho goes viral, management jumps on the opportunity for a joint press run. Minho and Jisung's history complicates things.)
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09 Mar 2025
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After a tragic accident, Minho loses memory of the last three years of his life – including his entire relationship with Jisung, his long-term boyfriend.
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01 Feb 2025
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Minho tracks every aspect of his life. His classes, his dance practices, his shifts at the cafe, when he’ll eat and when he’ll feed Dori. He marks down when he’ll study and for exactly how long he will study for. He tries to plan how many episodes of any given anime he and Jisung will watch, but gives in pretty easily to Jisung’s pouty face and a plea for “Just one more?”
He never had to plan Jisung. He just seemed to fit right in.
(OR: Minho unexpectedly goes into heat and calls an alpha for help. Jisung was not the alpha he intended to call. He didn't intend for a lot of things.)
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27 Jan 2025