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The words, raw and honest, are a punch to Minho’s gut.
He already knew that. Minho already knew how deep Jisung’s hurt ran. But—foolishly—he thought that this past year they spent together mended at least some of the broken parts. That he was slowly gaining Jisung’s trust again. Things were good. Too good to be true.
(Or, in the aftermath of an email Jisung never should have seen, Minho finally talks about what it was like when he left.)
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- Part 2 of (my heart) yours to break
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19 Feb 2026
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“But seriously, though— go get a library card.”
Jisung laughed it off but, after ending the call, found himself lying on his bed, pinching at the seams of his comforter and staring at the ceiling. Felix’s suggestion looped through his mind. Why not get a library card? It was practical, right? Plus, it wasn’t like he was trying to hit on the front-desk-man or anything. Just... curious. Yep, precisely.
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Jisung really hadn’t expected his sudden crush on a librarian to come with a set of rules, a decade-and-a-half age gap, and a damn good poker face. Regardless, he was determined to turn their borrowed time into something more— even if it meant disrupting Minho’s carefully organized life.- Language:
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- 13/13
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03 Dec 2025
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“Why did you do it?” Minho’s voice almost gets carried away by the wind like a stray leaf, one Jisung would step on and be greeted with the dissatisfying lack of a crunch.
Jisung doesn’t need to ask what “it” is. Why did he leave without saying goodbye, why did he let what happened happen without the consequences, why did he let Minho feel the way he felt, and why did Jisung not allow himself the same luxury?
It's the same answer Jisung has as to why he’s anxious and sad sometimes; he just is. He just did it. But he didn’t. It was more.
“I don’t know,” Jisung says. It’s easier to lie.
(OR: When an interaction between rockstar Han Jisung and pop prince Lee Minho goes viral, management jumps on the opportunity for a joint press run. Minho and Jisung's history complicates things.)
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09 Mar 2025
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After a tragic accident, Minho loses memory of the last three years of his life – including his entire relationship with Jisung, his long-term boyfriend.
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- 44,676
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- 1/1
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01 Feb 2025
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Minho tracks every aspect of his life. His classes, his dance practices, his shifts at the cafe, when he’ll eat and when he’ll feed Dori. He marks down when he’ll study and for exactly how long he will study for. He tries to plan how many episodes of any given anime he and Jisung will watch, but gives in pretty easily to Jisung’s pouty face and a plea for “Just one more?”
He never had to plan Jisung. He just seemed to fit right in.
(OR: Minho unexpectedly goes into heat and calls an alpha for help. Jisung was not the alpha he intended to call. He didn't intend for a lot of things.)
- Language:
- English
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- 40,000
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 1
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- 156
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27 Jan 2025
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Blink three times when you feel it kicking in by hanzzai for netidol
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
20 Oct 2024
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Jisung breathes in, blinks. His hair is half-covering his face, half-curling on his neck. His neck, long and pretty and unmarked. “Do you wanna kiss me?”
“Yes,” Minho admits. Easily. “Do you?”
“I don’t know,” Jisung sucks on his bottom lip for a moment. “I don’t wanna be used just because you’re curious.”
“You can use me too,” Minho suggests before he can stop himself. “We can use each other.”
or: Lee Minho and the mortifying ordeal of having a sexuality crisis in your mid-twenties.
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- English
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- 80,506
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- 8/8
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08 Jan 2025
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They hadn’t talked at length about the future. Jisung thought they were forever, though, the kind of bone-deep, unfaltering devotion that you would put a match to everything you had for, that turned half-smiles into love songs and drove you a little mad. The kind that could break your heart.
They were forever, Jisung used to think.
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- 1/1
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25 Dec 2024
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“The question isn’t whether this is all I’ve got,” Minho whispers, his fingers roaming around the edge of Jisung’s shirt to play with it, slightly. “It’s whether you can take it.”
The hand in front of Jisung’s cock is what snaps him out of it.
The thought, ‘I’m so deep in my dry spell that this will probably get me hard’ triggers the slight niggling in the back of his mind that it would be bad. Why would it be bad? Minho’s attractive and Jisung—
Is meant to be a good Christian boy.
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Wanting to avoid court, Minho is shipped off to The Red Sea Academy when his parents find out he deals drugs. The institute promises to guide ‘troubled young men’ such as himself through their transition to adulthood with God, but it’s not faith Minho finds on his first day.
He finds Han Jisung, a devout Christian who’s maybe too acquainted with the Devil for a priest’s liking.
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- Part 1 of Books of the Bible
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- English
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- 15/15
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24 Dec 2024
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Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.
He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.
He’ll have to see.
(OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)
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- English
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- 59,492
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- 10/10
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24 Dec 2024
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“I’m calling from the Seoul National Medical Centre. We have you listed here as the emergency contact for a Han Jisung. Do I have the right person?”
(Three years ago, Minho broke Jisung's heart with a single phone call. It's ironic then, that the universe decides to return the favour.)
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- Part 1 of hbm verse
- Language:
- English
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- 167,075
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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10 Dec 2024
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Trust Han Jisung to catch feelings for his longtime best friend. But the quarter-life crisis can wait… for one thing and one thing only.
The roadtrip of legend, years in the making. An entire epic month of summer on the road with all his best friends from college crammed into a camper van with booze aplenty. And… all time in the world to forget about that silly little crush on Minho. Because regrettably, Minho won’t be joining them. He has plans with his boyfriend.
Until they break up two weeks before the trip and Minho decides to tag along.
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- English
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- 85,068
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 364
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05 Dec 2024
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“No,” Minho sighs, regretting what he's about to reveal before he’s even revealed it, but he knows it has to get to his little gaggle of gays sooner rather than later. “We’re just sleeping together.”
Felix nearly spits out his water. “What?!” he yells as best he can through his coughing fit. “And the world didn’t implode?”
“Like not just in the same bed?” Hyunjin chirps in, eyes wide. “Like dicks in ass and everything?” Minho just sighs again and looks up at the ceiling. Maybe he should have just kept this in forever.
“Well I guess we know what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object,” Seungmin deadpans, sliding over on his wheelie chair before stopping perfectly in the center of the doorway. “They fuck.”
(OR: Minho and Jisung have slept with everyone except each other. Until that changes. No feelings attached, of course.)
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- English
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- 58,668
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by terushiima
28 Nov 2024
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Professor Lee. Well-spoken and scarily clever and fifteen years older than Jisung, which should make him want him less, not more, but Jisung wants him so badly. He wants to be wanted by him.
Jisung has a fiction workshop every Wednesday. He also has a hopeless crush on his professor.
- Language:
- English
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- 53,243
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- 38/38
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Bookmarked by terushiima
27 Nov 2024
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For Mingyu, life is blooming into everything he can possibly make it. For Wonwoo, life is crumbling and closing in on him from all sides. Neither can figure out if meeting each other is the best, or worst thing to ever happen to them.
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12 Aug 2021
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wonwoo reads old books and junhui changes face.
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30 Jul 2017
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With the recent announcements of the Royal Wedding, Wonwoo finds himself pondering the qualities of Love. Throughout his quest to rescue naive Prince Jun from an evil witch, he might find his True Love yet.
(Or the one where WonHui meet various fairytale characters)
Bookmarked by CheekyJongdae (terushiima)
23 Jun 2017
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Mingyu’s dressed in all-black again, a long henley shirt and ripped jeans, and his hair is pushed back in a way that looks almost-effortless but Wonwoo knows can’t have been — he’s a poster child for cool and handsome. But he keeps giggling loudly and coughing on cigarette smoke and there’s something in Wonwoo that likes the juxtaposition.
“Your name is Mingyu, right?” Wonwoo asks, turning to face the other boy.
Mingyu nods, flicking the cigarette to get rid of the ash. “Surprised you remember.”
“I — you were memorable,” Wonwoo finishes the sentence in a mumble, suddenly aware that it sounds like a line.
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Wonwoo and Mingyu keep meeting while they're drunk, and it's possible that both of them are starting to develop crushes.
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- Part 1 of i'm so into you
- Language:
- English
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- 21,158
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by CheekyJongdae (terushiima)
12 Jun 2017
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The End of Life (As We Know It) by seventeenspimp (pliable_cedar)
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)
06 Jun 2017
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Soonyoung, Seokmin and Seungkwan have been making trouble around the Shire from the time they learnt how to walk, and have been best friends even longer than that. When Seungkwan gets engaged, it's only obvious that he asks them both to be his best men.
As they get thrown head first into planning and putting on a wedding, Soonyoung and Seokmin realise that they aren't the children they once were, and that the future is much closer and much scarier than they'd thought.
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- English
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- 12,409
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- 1/1
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- 15
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- 103
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- 26
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Bookmarked by CheekyJongdae (terushiima)
07 Jun 2017
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"Will you be my boyfriend, hyung?" Eight year old Jeongguk asked, presenting forward the flower crown he had got along.
"Kookie," Taehyung mumbled, a very visible shade of red having painting it's way on his cheek. "I- I uh-"
"Please hyung?" Jeongguk blushes, standing on his tippy toes placing the flower crown on Taehyung's hair.
Taehyung didn't understand why he internally died, but he felt happy and that's what mattered.
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TAEKOOK ONE SHOT
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- 11,043
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by CheekyJongdae (terushiima)
02 Nov 2016
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Byun Baekhyun is more than willing to scarf down burgers just to see the incredibly cute drive-thru worker named Jongdae.
Bookmarked by CheekyJongdae (terushiima)
31 Oct 2016