theeeebee



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Loving Shane Hollander had taught Ilya Rozanov how to slow down.

    They had a plan now. A life that made sense. Something quiet, stable, and boring, and for once, Ilya believed peace might be something he could actually have, not just something he pretended not to want.

    Then Troy Barrett arrives from Toronto and starts looking at what Ilya has built, like it’s something he might be able to take if he flirts and schemes. Like peace might be something he needs too, after the mess he left behind with his old team.

    Ilya tells himself it’s nothing, "A misunderstanding", so he plays captain. He plays nice.

    But loathing has always come easier than love, and once everything starts to unravel, Ilya learns there are only so many times you can choose 'a misunderstanding' before you are forced to show how far you’ll go to keep Shane Hollander to yourself and let yourself unravel in the meantime.

    Or

    Troy Barrett wants Shane badly enough to burn with the ship. Ilya is determined to get rid of him before everything between him and his freckled love falls apart and what happens after it does?

    Ilya’s POV of jealousy, mental health journeys and the miscommunication final boss rollercoaster

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    124,122
    Chapters:
    14/17
    Comments:
    1,034
    Kudos:
    2,818
    Bookmarks:
    966
    Hits:
    140,742

    06 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane has never belonged to himself.

    Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.

    Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.

    A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,893
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    1,756
    Kudos:
    6,860
    Bookmarks:
    2,218
    Hits:
    181,519

    04 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    192,758
    Chapters:
    32/32
    Comments:
    3,801
    Kudos:
    17,062
    Bookmarks:
    5,739
    Hits:
    652,826

    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    82,633
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    2,354
    Kudos:
    11,293
    Bookmarks:
    2,850
    Hits:
    336,991

    01 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 73

    Tags
    Summary

    Luo Binghe knows that fate has been stolen from him, and he intends to take it back—it was meant to be for him after all.

    OR! After seeing the alternate version of himself living happily with the kind Shizun, Luo Binghe, Emperor of the Three Realms, decides he wants that for himself. He just doesn’t do it the normal way. (He does it in the most fucked-up way imaginable.)

    OR! Resident PIDW Protagonist destroys a happy marriage and becomes a delusional homewrecker!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,406
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    271
    Bookmarks:
    73
    Hits:
    5,476

    17 Oct 2025