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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    What doesn’t kill you makes you weird at intimacy.

    This fic explores dissociation, post-traumatic healing, and sex; the discomfort of having to be embodied to fully accept intimacy. What it means to seek pleasure after trauma // how trauma sometimes becomes directly written into our pleasure.

    It imagines how not to give up on relationships despite rough patches. ItaFushi are in their mid-20s & just trying to figure out life after all the shit I put them through in the last fic. Oh, and they love each other a lot (obviously).

    Can be read as a stand-alone fic despite references to things from the previous two (“I’ll Find Forgiveness in Your Heartbeat” and "Last Night in London")

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Strangers -> friends -> “oh shit I’m gay” -> flirty/angsty situationship -> boyfriends -> lowkey toxic yaoi -> healing arc -> traumatized but happy gays
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    Megumi & Yuji slowly realize their feelings for each other and navigate the relationship that follows amidst Yuji’s looming execution.

    This fic explores boundaries between love and self-sacrifice; the inherent tragedy of loving deeply. It’s about how to grieve a prolonged death // how to love a doomed life. Grief is love persevering, but ItaFushi has always been about grief and love conjoined in real time. There will be tears.

    My boys have so much trauma in them & are gonna have so much more trauma~ I promise it’s a happy/hopeful ending though <3

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t just… easily talk to people that I’ve just met.” Megumi says quietly, glancing up at Yuuji for a second, who looks up at him curiously.

    “Well,” Yuuji pauses, smiling as he brings his drink back up his lips, “Maybe you should take Gojo’s advice and practice.”

     

    Or, an itafushi pride and prejudice.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    The man who walks into his office is ridiculously attractive. It’s as if God looked through his deleted search history and created a six-foot-three, baby-face, pink-haired Adonis, with a rack of abs that his tight athletic shirt clings to, just for him to drool at. The man cracks an adorable, perfect smile and Megumi nearly loses his mind. He extends a hand with an easy grin, his honey-brown eyes glittering as he says, “It’s nice to meet you, Dr. Fushiguro.”
    Megumi takes his hand, startled by the firm, assertive shake Yuji gives it. “You as well, Mr. Itadori.”
    Yuji scoffs, “Blegh. Please just call me Yuji.”

     

    A meet-cute between Megumi Fushiguro, a young, boring veterinarian, and Yuji Itadori, a famous MMA fighter, leads to both men learning about love, lust, loss, and everything in-between.

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    23 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Megumi Fushiguro is a journalist who prefers facts over fate. When he’s assigned to cover a local university’s art exhibition, he expects nothing more than another routine article.

    Then he meets Itadori Yuji -- the artist behind the exhibit’s most talked-about painting, with a smile Megumi can’t quite forget.

    An interview turns into tutoring, and before long Megumi finds himself sticking around long after the papers are printed.

    Or: Megumi accidentally gets in way too deep with someone he was only supposed to interview once.

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    22 Apr 2026