these_dreams

Bright pink rosebud early in the unfurling process



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    “Let me warm you," said Ilya.

    “What?”

    “I go here”—Ilya pushed Shane backward on his rolly-chair to give him space to settle between his legs—“and warm you with my mouth. Then you can fuck my face when call is done.”

    Shane really was no better than Ilya when it came to risky, try-not-to-get-caught sex, even if he wanted to act like he was.

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    “I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”

    “Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.

    “Yeah.”

    It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.

    “We could go somewhere.”

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    or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander learns exactly what the word 'Captain' does to his husband. He also learns that sometimes you have to burn sheets in a fire pit.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Even from across the club, Ilya could see what he was doing to Shane.

    Shane was standing motionless, seemingly unaware of the sweaty, drunken people shoving past him, the pumping music, the flashing lights passing over his face. His hands twitched at his sides, his chest heaving in short, jerky breaths. He didn’t seem to be aware of anything….anything except Ilya.

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    The club scene reimagined, except this time, they don’t go home.

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