toofargonetopray



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Harry and Louis grew up together in Lake County, Harry with his mom and stepdad in a tiny cottage on Edward’s Lake and Louis in his family’s farmhouse a few minutes down the road. But after high school, Louis stuck around and Harry did not; Harry went to Chicago where he found a boyfriend and couple of college degrees. Six years later, Harry ends up back in Edwardsville for the summer and he and Louis fall into old patterns and discover new ones.

    ft. One Direction, the local boyband; Horan’s Bar and Grill; families, most especially children and babies; Officer Liam Payne; many local festivals and fireworks displays; and Anne Cox, PFLAG President.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    122,542
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    382
    Kudos:
    1,945
    Bookmarks:
    1,174
    Hits:
    76,955

    09 Feb 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    They couldn’t come back together after six years apart and tell themselves that this was love that they were making.
    Not with all that radio silence.
    Harry tried to keep it all down, lodged under the lump in his throat. He needed something to focus on, something to keep him out of his thoughts, so that he could go along with this because he didn’t want Louis to take his hands off him.
    He didn’t want that to happen.
    But. But he needed it to.
    “Wait,” Harry coughed out, his voice trembling, “Stop.”
    Louis looked up at him with wide eyes.
    “I— I need to stop,” Harry confessed, trying desperately to keep his voice straight.
    “What is it?” Louis asked, full of concern.
    “I can’t do this. I— I can’t play along. You left me and I need answers, Louis.”
    His voice caught on the end of his name.

    AKA: Harry is a journalist that goes to Lake Tekapo, New Zealand, to look into a girl’s disappearance after a year of no movement from police. What he finds instead is his ex boyfriend Louis, who, six years earlier, ghosted him after five months of dating in university. A story of trauma, secrets, and the power of finally letting people in.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    81,820
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    177
    Kudos:
    965
    Bookmarks:
    467
    Hits:
    28,777

    26 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Frozen for several long seconds as he listens to the song he’s heard hundreds of times over the last few years, Louis can pinpoint the discrepancies between the well-known studio recording and what he’s hearing now. The clanging of pots that he’s familiar with is not present. There’s inflections and subtle note changes that Louis’s never heard before. Once, Harry’s voice even cracks, and no, this isn’t recorded. This is live.
    “Holy shit,” Louis breathes. Even though he knows he won’t see anything, Louis turns towards the bathroom. The bathroom where his boyfriend is currently singing, full out, at the top of his voice, like Louis’s never heard before. The bathroom where, if his ears aren’t deceiving him, Harry Styles is showering. “Holy shit.” He says again.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,945
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    642
    Bookmarks:
    185
    Hits:
    13,802

    19 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    For as long as Louis can remember, he’s been obsessed with the idea of love. He’s read countless books about love at first sight and seen way too many Hallmark movies. The idea of a soulmate—someone made just for him—has been something he’s longed for as long as he can remember. It’s always been on his mind, and he’s made up countless scenarios for who they are or what they do, taking inspiration from literature. His mom fills in the rest of the blanks; he’s heard many stories about a wide-eyed, toddler-Louis staring at movie after movie, begging for just one more because he was so enraptured by romance. As he grew up, his tastes changed, of course; he’s branched out to fantasy, action, and even horror movies as well, but there’s always something about romance that he comes back to. So many tales of love have been told, retold over the years that Louis is nearly positive he’ll be swept off his feet. However, there’s one teensy little kink in his plan.

    He’s single.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    44,486
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    413
    Bookmarks:
    128
    Hits:
    9,337

    17 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s an easy job.” He continues, as if Louis wants to listen. “Like I said, a few trips. Parties, students, nothing dramatic.”

    Louis gazes over to Harry. He’s looking thoughtful now, eyes on the green like he’s talking more to himself than Louis.

    “Clubbing, drinks. Whatever, the business is just a side thing.”

    That’s not how Louis remembers it to be, “You lying?” He honestly can’t tell.

    Harry shakes his head slowly, meeting Louis' eyes.

    “No,” He answers almost toneless. Harry clears his throat, “I won’t put you in any dangerous situation.” His voice is sincere, Louis can tell he means it, his jade green eyes glinting with truth.

     

    or,
    - Louis Tomlinson is a drug addict, sent away from his beloved party-scene to recover. There, he discovers that small towns have just as much access to drugs as London did, plus something even better that he just can't get enough of. That something is a boy with green eyes and bouncy curls named Harry Styles. -

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    309,627
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    875
    Kudos:
    3,462
    Bookmarks:
    1,610
    Hits:
    194,038

    02 Jan 2025