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Forever? by trashforkostya
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, alekseev, melovin - Fandom
20 May 2018
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Mélovin faces constant hate, stress and anxiety. Nikita is here to help him.
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Don’t Get Too Comfortable by Anonymous
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
17 May 2026
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“It’s been, perhaps, an entire full moon since he’s last been given the leeway to tend to himself like this. It’s a dangerous game he plays to allow himself laxity without proper relief.”
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Everyone has needs. Some are more strenuous to tend to than others.
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28 May 2026
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Envoi by canadacolonizers (mandalora)
Fandoms: Vinland Saga (Anime), Vinland Saga (Manga)
17 Oct 2022
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Unbeknownst to Thorfinn, Askeladd takes a hit to the lung.
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19 Aug 2025
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It’s easy. All you have to do is say the right things to the right people. All you have to do is pick the right mask, put yourself away, follow the script.
The thing about Iwai is, Akira barely feels the mask. He can almost be himself, a concept that’s lost all meaning to him.
The thing about Iwai is, he makes Akira feel like Joker.
The thing about Akira is, he likes that.
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18 Jul 2025
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To Live Without You (A Fate Worse than Death) by xmpxlx
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
01 May 2025
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There were three times Simon Riley attempted to take his own life—and one time Ghost succeeded.
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26 Jun 2025
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Ghost’s been here before. Many times. After the worst flashbacks, he ends up in front of a mirror, staring into his own haunted eyes, a gun trembling in his hand. The barrel pressed against his temple feels like the answer, but he can never pull the trigger. It should be easy—his training taught him to shoot without hesitation. But when it’s his own life on the line, his finger freezes. He can’t explain why. He doesn’t want to think about it too long.
Some nights, he whispers to himself. Pleads.
“Please… please, let me die. Please.”
But the cold steel always slips from his grasp, landing on the counter.
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25 Jun 2025
