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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    The boys have very different reactions to learning about each other's scars.

    Edwin:
    The scars make up everything Charles was before, everything he is today, as intrinsically linked to him as his cricket bat, and because of that, Edwin treats them as if they’re sacred.

    Charles:
    Charles quickly learns that he hates Edwin’s scars because not a single one of them was caused by Edwin himself; every scar on his body was caused by someone who wanted to hurt him intentionally and that alone is enough to make him feel like he’s swallowed glass.

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    23 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Charles Rowland has it all figured out. He’s going to go to school, play hockey on a scholarship, and get a good job. That is his masterplan, and nothing is going to stand in his way.

    Not even his lack of ice time. Or his questionable grades.

    Thankfully, his new friend Crystal has the answer to all of this in the form of her best friend and world-famous figure skater, Edwin Payne.

    They might just fall in love if they don’t kill each other first.

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    19 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “I think,” the Cat King begins, lowly. “You want to know what he tastes like.” He runs his tongue over his bottom lip and smiles. “You want to know…what he feels like. And you’re pissed off, because I know.” He shrugs, nonchalantly. “And you don’t.”

    Or: Edwin fell “first.” Charles falls screaming, bleeding, crawling, scratching and biting; knees bloody, spitting out teeth, and picking gravel out of his palms. But, like, it’s all fine, really.

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    15 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    Stepping back into the office, Edwin is met with the hard line of Charles’ back—stiff, Grecian almost. He knew, almost intrinsically, not to speak. Slowly then did Charles turn around, and when he did he looked straight at Edwin and—well—he did not look particularly enthused.

    “You had sex with the Cat King,” Charles says, for it wasn’t a question. He already knew—the cat in question had more or less made sure of that. “You had sex. With the bloody Cat King?” As if it bares repeating.

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    14 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Charles had played sports his whole life.

    Football, Cricket, Basketball, Rugby - he threw himself into all of it with a passion like no other, and he was good, very good.

    Playing on Eastfield Community's Sixth Form Rugby team meant Charles, and his teammates, regularly practiced with and competed against local private boys school: St Hilarion's.

    Charles didn't usually pay much attention to the opposing team.

    Then Edwin crossed his path.

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    12 Nov 2025